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Friday, June 30, 2006

Another month is flying past...

Fridays...love them and hate them...
The last day of school week...but it's seriously the day that our bags are at its heaviest load...my shoulder is like going to get dislocated...

Woke up in the morning feeling like someone had hit my head yesterday.Didn't even feel like getting out of bed...in fact,didn't even feel like going to school.Eventually ended up being late(for the very first time) for Business Finance...got back the last paper.My first common test in NP,and I am able to pass all my subjects although some of the results aren't very good...maybe I can do better in future...

Talking about school...haven't finish my BIZCA Excel excercises...looks like I will be pretty busy this weekend,with loads of project and work to be done...no mood to do work...now will have to finish my tutorial for ITL also...feeling tired again just at the thought of work...

What a foolish joker I am...it's that d*mn ironic sometimes.When it comes to other people's problem,one is able to help.But why when one faces problems,one has no way to solve it...This kind of feeling is just as described in Mayday's song "Chao Ren" or in another word,"Superman".

Who wants to be a super human when it's that easy to help others but that difficult when it comes to your own problems...being strong is no different from being weak...
When it's time to let go...let go...you will feel so much better...

w3i scribbled this at 9:24:00 PM -

Thursday, June 29, 2006

It's either your brain(crazy) or your heart(in love)...

Yes,another day has just passed...and so?So...nothing...

Was reading a friend's blog just know,going through a rough time now...just broke up but still cannot really get over it...
I was able to tag replies for past few entries,but this particular one I really don't know what to tag.After finish reading the entry,my mind just went blank when I tried to tag...nothing came to me,don't know how to console that friend.In fact,my mood suddenly just dimmed...as if the lights went out(that's why I can't even be bothered to blog about what I initially intended to blog).

All that came to my mind were questions:
Why does love make one feel so much pain?Shouldn't love be a celebration of the mutual interest and happiness that two individuals have discovered from the existence of that other half?Why is it able to make one fall sick(literally) when the love between two individuals end?

My head is aching once again...why?Is love controlled by our brain or our heart?I hope to not have this kinds of feelings if I ever get into a relationship...do we really have to hurt in order to understand love?Do we?Should we?Must we?

All the talk about how one is going to forget about that ex-love of their life being just empty talk...and they end up struggling between hating and loving...
It's just like saying I hate you but I still love you...

Love is a game...
Love is a game of cruelty...
Love is a game which ends with only pain...
Love is a game of struggling to know whether you love or hate the person...
In the end...Love is just another game in life...
So...why do we love?Why?

w3i scribbled this at 9:30:00 PM -

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Another day has passed...so?!

Crazy day...was suddenly told that there's ITL practical...luckily I was on my way to school,so I wasn't late.The lecturer went on to teach even though they were only six students...so lame
Got back another test paper today,BIZCA...I got 77/100,highest in class(I think) but nothing to be proud of...
During BIZCA,our lecturer to change some settings on our laptop so that we will be able to take our exam that is coming soon(?)...now it's so crappy,like the school's com...yucks!
There was CCA today,another Monthly Performance...wasn't able to perform cause my song still not ready...but I don't think will have chance anyway.
Went to KAP with the SCC members.Had fun hanging out with Fun and KK...me and Fun were pretending to be like Luo Zhi Xiang and Xiao Gui(the host of Yu Le Bai Fen Bai)...we also chat for quite a while...Fun is a nice and,well,fun guy to hang out with...we ate at the same table with KK and Hui Jia...miracle happened,KK and Hui Jia who like to argue with each other didn't argue with each other...it was quite amusing though...lolx
Kept dropping the fries while eating,the trap even nearly fell off from the table...don't even know what's wrong with me...suddenly so clumsy...wtf...
After eating,went home lor...
No freaking idea why but my aunt and uncle(who are staying around this area) are going to come over to my house to sleep...something about my cousins(their sons) haveing fallen asleep and not being able to open the door for them...wtf lah...
That's all for today...forgive me for the "wtf"'s I have been using...with that,I'm out of here!

w3i scribbled this at 11:11:00 PM -

Monday, June 26, 2006

Windows Messenger Live(Not BETA version ok?!)

School finally reopen...lolx...actually,the holiday has only been for two weeks,so not very long lah...hahaz
Kind of expected to get back some of our papers today...to my relief,I passed my ITL(very low though) and my Econs.I think I passed my Maths paper too cause Mrs Soon didn't ask me to see her in class earlier today.Lucky...hahax
But will know whether I did well or not tomorrow...
Also,I have an annoucement to make!
I am no longer using MSN Messenger!I'm now using Windows Messenger Live,and it's not the Beta version,it's supposed to be the "future" of MSN Messenger...meaning,there will no longer be MSN Messenger liao...the Windows Messenger now looks pretty much like MSN Messenger,and got more functions...but I haven't really explored the functions so far,lolx...but it's not bad lah!Go download it on MSN.com!
That's all for today...I'm out of here!

w3i scribbled this at 8:22:00 PM -

Sunday, June 25, 2006

In Love...with a song

I'm so loving this song(pls click here...lolx) by Boy'z...but I'm listening to their duet version with Twins...which is actually same lah...but it's just so nice that I'm actually listening to it only...and also trying my best to learn!But because it is a cantonese song...it's taking me a very long time...but I got most of the song liao...lolx
The method I am using is pretty good lah...keep listening and let it get stuck in your head...lolx
I like to use this method...try it...it takes time but it's pretty effective...and also,it's advice from a Clementeen Idol Finalist,so it's a reliable source...lolx

No idea why but I seem to be feeling much better now...hmmm...maybe sleeping really helps you not think so much...or I am probably recovering from sunburns to my brain already...lolx
However,it's been pretty wierd cause sometimes I am still a bit lost in my own thoughts...but for now,everything is fine...

I think I am not going to do the Q&A thingy very often...if you have anything to ask,I don't mind answering you...just drop me an e-mail and I will get back to you asap...with that,I'm out of here...take care everybody!

w3i scribbled this at 9:43:00 PM -

Saturday, June 24, 2006

The Principle of Equivalent Trade

"People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something.
You must present something of equal value to gain something.
That is the principle of equivalent trade in alchemy.
We beleived that was the truth of the world when we were young."
- State Alchemist Edward Elric

If you watch Channel U on Saturday 4pm or if you like this anime,you would know the above is taken from the anime Fullmetal Alchemist(FMA).
It's amazing how an anime can reflect something that is so true in reality...when you gain some,you lose some.It's like what's taught in Econs...Oppurtunity Cost of doing something.

I personally do believe in this equivalent trade in life too...to me,it's the truth and also cruelty of this world.We think that we are in control of our life...but guess what,the supreme beings up there are looking down and laughing at us for the fools that we are.

Some people say the world has never been fair to them...from what I see,the world has always been fair to you...you are the one who has never been fair to yourself...in fact,the world gives you a chance,and what do you do?You end up not having the courage to take that chance that's given to you...

But I got to admit,sometimes when we have the chance,we just don't know what to do...
What should a guy do?When the girl he likes has broken up with her boyfriend...is this his chance...or will it end up as a sad sad sad story?With no courage to even try,does it mean the guy can avoid the sad sad sad ending?Somebody tell me...please...

w3i scribbled this at 9:20:00 PM -

Friday, June 23, 2006

Sunburns...not only skin...even one's brain!

Yesterday was the first ever L05 class outing.I personally feel that I didn't plan it well enough...ended up quite a mess.Hopefully everyone had fun during this outing.
I hope to plan another class outing during our next holiday.The next time must be chalet and BBQ...hopefully it will get the guys and girls talking to each other...cause this outing the guys walk as one group and the girls as another group...there was communication but very minimal...
Met Adeline(this wasn't planned...pure luck...lolx) at the bus-stop and so took the same bus(obviously same bus...duhz) to Harbour Front.There's where the mess started.I should have asked everyone to meet at the bus interchange but got them to meet at the MRT control station.At that instant,decided to ask Adeline to stay at the bus interchange(with Chloe cause she arrived already) to wait for the rest(who I called to ask them to meet at bus interchange instead).
I went to the control station to meet and tell those who have arrived via MRT or are already at the control station to go to bus interchange instead.Waited for a while,Shenny(Yi Wei) and Pei Yi arrived and so I informed that about the change of meeting place.Not long after,Ivan arrived,followed by Lok Yiu and Vanessa and then Sally.
Finally,everybody(almost) were gathered at the hawker centre just behind the bus interchange and eating.Melissa,Dai En,Pei Jun and Phui Hae(Pei Xi) didn't go cause they were not feeling well.Fabien was at Malaysia(and he didn't inform me).Wing Yan arrived at Sentosa already while we were eating.Debbie said that she would meet up later cause she wanted to sleep for a longer time...lolx
A total of 16 people were there.15 from the class and Ivan.Cindy didn't attend cause she was busy(and no one was happier about this than Jarrell...lolx)
We ate at the hawker centre,bought some stuff at the shopping mall,then headed to Sentosa by taxi(wasn't in the plan...but glad that we took taxi)
Met up Wing Yan,the girls went to play the new addition(the 'Go-Cart')...the guys found a place at the beach to settle down and play soccer.I think the girls cycled too...some of the girls hanged out at the beach.All of the guys were wet cause we eventually ended up playing in the water...lolx...some of the girls were in water too.
Debbie joined us at about 3 plus...by then,the girls had gone to bathe.The guys went to bathe at about 3.45pm.
Left Sentosa at about 5pm.Took MRT to Marina Bay(skipping a lot of details...lolx) and took this free shuttle provided by one of the steamboat stalls.Each of us actually needed to pay $12 but after bargaining(credit to Shenny),we paid $10 each.Ate a lot and had fun...and not forgetting the screams when the girls were 'tossing' the half-alive prawns into the soup...lolx
After the steamboat,everyone pretty much went their own seperate ways...
Went to JEC with some of the girls,cause wanted to go K-Box(I really shouldn't have gone...haix)
Before going to K-Box,the girls wanted to take group neoprint...it was like so wierd.Cause one guy and five girls(--")...but to make everyone happy,take lor...wierder things happened at K-Box that I don't want to mention...I was actually not feeling well already,then I discovered that my voice is like gone...I couldn't sing properly,so disappointing...haix
Went home at about midnight...and that's all...
As of now,I got sunburn...not only my skin but I think my brain too...was having headache...felt dizzy and tired...and I am thinking of things again(those very deep thoughts)
This is what I am thinking...
Boy meets Girl.Boy finds Girl nice.Boy knows Girl has boyfriend.Boy just hopes to be friend with Girl.but now Girl broke up with boyfriend.Boy is unsure.but think he likes Girl.
Don't be mistaken lah...not me...I thinking of lyrics for another song...lolx...what were you thinking...lolx
By the way,if you have the chance and understand a bit of cantonese go look for this song that Twins sang together with Boy'z.The title is Si Xing Bu Gai(死性不改)...it's quite nice...that's all for this entry(a very long one...lolx)...I'm out of here!

w3i scribbled this at 8:13:00 PM -

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

What to post?I don't even know...lolx

It's clearly on the title...I don't know what to blog about recently.Having been doing anything during the past week of the holidays.
The only thing to look forward to is the class outing tomorrow and WWE Vengence VCD.AS of now,I'm in school,waiting for CCA to start.It starts at 1pm.Come to school to slack and play Football Manager.My Liverpool team has won all the silverware that is available...for THREE SEASONS!!!LOLX...too strong for the other teams(not really lah...some matches also quite difficult)
Going back to my game...with that,I'm out of here!

w3i scribbled this at 10:14:00 AM -

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Questions for Me - 18 June '06

First of all,I want to wish Yu Xian Happy Birthday!Hope you had a great day today!
Now,it's time for the questions that I have received!
Question Number 1
This question is from Shu Hui.She says:"where to get a level chem topical tys with section b structured qns ANSWERS. im going bonkers studying chem. what e hell? ive gt a tys nw. and ders only msq answers. my terms r coming up whn sch reopens. lol btw u dun hv to answer this qn yea =x"(the qn is copied and paste from the e-mail)
I really don't have the answers to your question,maybe you could try the bookshops...if cannot find at Popular Bookshop,try the Big Bookshop at Clementi...or not,you could ask your seniors...cause I am not in Junior College,I'm not very sure too...All I can do for you now is wish you good luck for your terms!Good Luck!
Question Number 2
The second question(is the last one for today...lolx) is from...well,the person has requested that his/her name not be published,thus I am not going to do that.The person asks of how to forget someone,or maybe more specifically,how to forget and give up someone that the person likes.Hmmm...love problems...quite difficult to settle this problem but I will try my best to give you some advice.
Well,first of all,think of everything bad about the person.For example,bad habits he/she has and things that he/she has done to hurt you,etc.It should "help" in giving you a bad impression about him/her and should make you forget him/her.
If he/she is someone who is near you(neighbour/schoolmates/classmates,etc),try to distant yourself from that person or try to focus your attention on your other friends or work.In another words,do something that will shift your focus away from him/her.
Lastly,you could let nature take its course.When it comes to forgetting someone,it is not possible to rush.Wounds to one's heart takes time to heal,so don't rush yourself.
To conclude,I feel that you should do things that will shift your focus away from that him/her(Go out and shop,cycling...don't go listen to songs,usually you will end up thinking of that him/her when you are listening to those sad slow love songs) or just,as I have said,let nature take its course.
The above are purely my opinions and views towards this kind of situation.Hopefully it might help you forget that person!
And that's it for today's blog entry...hope to see more questions.Thanks for the questions Shu Hui and the person who does no wished to be named!With that,I'm out!

w3i scribbled this at 8:33:00 PM -

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Requesting for 5 Questions!

Been watching John Cena's Five Question online QA session with the Worldwide WWE Fans!He seems to have so much fun...so I really hope to do somewhat the same thing,but it's now a trial.It's basically like this,you send me an e-mail with the question you want to ask(about me,advice for you...blah,blah,blah...lolx) to heavenlyflame_energy56@hotmail.com and I will answer your questions on a blog entry at the start of the week!It all depends on you now...if the response is good,I will continue it...and if the response is,well,lousy(hopefully not),I will just have to continue my normal blogging...which I am kind of bored now,but it's my blog...so I wouldn't just delete it or something...lolx...so keep your e-mails coming in!Hope to answer your questions...I'm out!

w3i scribbled this at 10:30:00 PM -

Friday, June 16, 2006

Under a lot of pressure...

Didn't want to blog but eventually decided to...I discovered that I have succeeded in not giving a d*mn about that somebody anymore,I only have one thing to say to that person now:"If you didn't need me as a friend,you could have just told me.You don't need me to show care and concern for you,I can't believe I was such a fool."
The class outing is next week...under quite a lot of pressure now.
Firstly,the rain.It's been raining pretty often and if it rains on the day of outing(touchwood),the Sentosa trip will have to be changed to K-Box trip...I'm afraid that the guys would not want to go if we are going K-Box only...Please DON'T rain!!!
Secondly,our mentors...well,mainly Ivan.I don't know how the heck he got to know about class outing,he hopes that the class would invite him and Cindy to the class outing...well,I don't really mind lah...and so far the class is ok with it...so I guess they would probably be going.
Lastly,Ivan's second request.Ivan hopes we can invite his three other ECYP mentors who belong to his mentor group to go...I think he's going to take the class outing as a substitute for not having the mentor/mentees outing...I personally feel that this request is overboard.It's after a class outing...L05 class outing,and he expects us to invite people who are not from the class to join.Only got a few things to say:"Hey dude,no offence...but that's really over the limit...if you don't like it...I only have two words for you...it's really simple...S*CK IT!!!"[Catchphrase originated from WWE's D-Generation X...they are back...xXx]
Wahahaha...shiok sia...really no offence...it's just my views,if you don't like it,don't read it
Otherwise...two words...S*CK IT!!!

w3i scribbled this at 10:04:00 PM -

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Happy Birthday Lok Yiu!!!

Happy Birthday Lok Yiu!Today's your birthday,enjoy it!I doubt she would see this...but write for fun lah...lolx
Now in school attending SCC,I completed the song which I started last year...finally...but the club president,Jocelyn said the song doesn't seem to bring about clearly the story which I am trying to tell...thus,I have been looking through the song for I-don't-know-how-many times already...but I don't even know what the heck is wrong...my head is gonna burst.I really hope to use this song and try out for the next monthly performance,but how?If I can't change(or even find) what's wrong,how it is going to be approved for use...and also,it's getting freaking cold in here,no idea why no one else feels cold...haix...
That's all for now...blog later at night!

w3i scribbled this at 3:56:00 PM -

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

It's official...I'm seventeen!

Today is my birthday...but as always,nothing really special happens on this day.Life just goes on as it is,well,with the addition of birthday wishes from friends and my Dad through SMS or MSN Messenger(While Chatting).Thank you Pauline,Alvin,Min Hui,Shu Hui,Dad,Yu Xian,Dai En,Lok Yiu,Wei Siong...that's the list of people for who wished me happy birthday to count since morning till now!Thank you really much!!!
Been watching Jewell in the Palace the whole day today...can't stop.It's a really nice show...even though the plot is sometimes quite wierd and a bit not logical...but overall,it's a great show!
I want to take this opportunity to wish Lok Yiu HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance.Her birthday is tomorrow...now I already know of one person whose birthday is one day before mine and another person whose birthday is one day after mine...how wierd...lolx
The K-Box session yesterday was fun,sang a lot of songs thus I am kind of losing of my voice!Pauline really has a great voice...she is indeed the kind of people who goes to K-Box often...hopefully we will get to go again!And also,I got my own K-Box membership card!So lame...everyone have but I didn't have.Finally got my own now!Woohoo!!!
Still have to go back to school tomorrow for CCA...so it's time for me to play game now!!!Blog tomorrow!!!

w3i scribbled this at 8:35:00 PM -

Monday, June 12, 2006

K-Box Today!!!

Going to K-Box later this evening with Alvin and Pauline!It's been such a long time since the last time I went to K-Box...hope to have fun tonight!
I'm in school now and I just completed my IAC assignment 3...had a really hard time drawing my family genogram...had no idea what to put for the specific details like when my grandparents were marroed and everything...my Patrilineal Descent line is really complicating!A lot of things happened along the family line...so it's really very complicated...I don't even know how to explain,thus,I am not going to even try explaining it to everyone on my blog...might take me forever!
Going to hand up my work now...then going to look for mum...that's all for now!Sayonara!

w3i scribbled this at 12:31:00 PM -

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Another Great Day!

Had a very great day today!It's what you can call a family outing!Uncles,Aunts and cousins were all there...celebrate Grandma's birthday at the Sakura Restaurant in the Science Center.
The food is not bad...it's an all-you-can-eat buffet.Felt quite full after eating a lot of nice food!Even as I'm blogging now,I still feel quite full...and I'm still burping...lolx!!!
Went to JEC after eating...played Initial D at the arcade,didn't know there was a LAN shop upstairs...I was like going "WTF" when I went up to look for the rest of them who were at the third level,supposedly playing pool...spent $10+ playing Initial D,ended up could have played DOTA...but at least I got to earn some more points for my cars...which was a good thing afterall.
We went to the foodcourt for drinks,then as we passed by the arcade,one of my cousins(Stephanie) suggested that all of us(the cousins) take Neoprint together...the booth was really big...so all 7 of us managed to get into the booth...had lots of fun posing...we could even decorate the photos...really fun!
After that,accompanied my mother to Giant Hypermart to buy stuff.Stephanie tagged along...after we bought the stuff,we went to the coffee-shop nearby for drinks(and I watched the soccer match between Netherlands and Serbia and Montenegro.Robben's goal was awesome!)
We also talked a bit about Christanity with Stephanie(because she started attending Church recently),our little chat was quite meaningful...left after the match was over.
Bathe and switched on laptop to blog...lolx...but now my mum is nagging again...don't know what's her problem.Also trying to find things to start an argument...can't really be bothered with her.
So I guess I better shut down my laptop now...cause she is like staring right at me now...totally hate it when she does that!
Blog tomorrow...cause I'm going to K-Box!!!Stay Cool Everybody!!!

w3i scribbled this at 11:45:00 PM -

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Thank You,Shi Min!

Went to JEC to watch movies with Shi Min earlier in the evening.I had two movie vouchers,so we actually watched movie without having to pay a single cent for the tickets.We watched the movie "Cars"...the movie is really nice and meaningful,really sets you thinking...When was the last time you cared for someone except yourself?I am not gonna give summary of the movie cause I would not want to spoil it for those who haven't watched it.
Bought a medium popcorn and drink combo.Shi Min took the drink while we shared the popcorn(but I admit that I are most of it though).The movie was filled with some funny parts that would make you laugh like mad and also with scenes that you will leave you in awe.It's a really great movie!
Was actually hungry when I reached JEC,didn't eat dinner but was eventually full after eating the popcorn...lolx
Thanks for spending the evening at the movies today!Really had a great time!Going out with you today really brightened up my day as I was basically just rotting away throughout the day!
Once again...Thank You,Shi Min!
Really glad to know you enjoyed it too!
That's all for today...I'm in quite a happy mood now...lolx

w3i scribbled this at 11:04:00 PM -

New skin again...

Even though the previous skin was nice,I decided to find one that has a black background...guess I love the colour black.
Today's the first day of many days to come that I do not have to work on the weekends...time seems to be crawling now,one day is taking forever to past...
I am now waiting for mum to come back with dinner...really hungry now!Supposed to be going out for dinner to celebrate my Grandma's birthday,but there were last minute changes.
Might be going out to watch movie with ShiMin if she wants to.She went to school but her friend didn't turn up as promised...chatting with her on MSN now,and she's still in school,and very bored...just need to know what time mum will be back with the dinner...lolx
Well...that's pretty much of what I want to blog about today.Back to chatting with friends!

w3i scribbled this at 4:47:00 PM -

Fear of...?

The opening match of World Cup just ended not long ago...Germany versus Costa Rica.Didn't watch on tv but get updated results via internet...probably a very exciting match!Germany won 4-2...a good start to their World Cup campaign in their home country!
The reason I am blogging at such a late hour,is definitely not solely because of World Cup.
Well,this is what happened lah...this past few days,in fact since school started,I always seem to happen to see "somebody" in school,the person's facial expression is always very troubled(rarely see the person smile...but when the person does smile,it looks great!!!)
The person's msn nick recently also quite wierd...it seems to be very worrying(cause last time this person...if you know my past,you might know who this person is...but I think I also don't want to mention that part of my past...it was just a very painful lesson in life...),so I decided to go check out the person's blog...after reading,it felt like time is reversing to "that time"...that past that I rather forget...I am really worried for that person...if you happen to read this,please don't do what you attempted to do that time...take it that I'm begging you...Please don't!Everything will be fine...and I know you have the strength to continue on...believe in yourself and what you believe in!You know it,that you can live very happily if you choose to...
All this thinking is making me really tired...either I fear her blog entries or I just fear that she will leave this world...what the heck is wrong with me?
*Sometimes I just hoped that I was a robot,so that I wouldn't have fears and wouldn't feel any pain...maybe life would be easier...*

w3i scribbled this at 2:26:00 AM -

Friday, June 09, 2006

TERM BREAK!!!

It's finally all over!Time for games and laughter...and not forgetting World Cup!
The BIZCA paper was quite wierd...the questions requires one to basically remember the steps for the excel functions...a lot of people(including me) couldn't remember much...lolx
The class outing is already settled...thus,now I can play,play and play!
That's all for today...time to get back to my game...not many people read my blog.I don't even know why I am still posting...haix...

w3i scribbled this at 9:03:00 PM -

Thursday, June 08, 2006

One more to go!

Business Finance was ok.
Not as bad as I thought it would be,I should be able to get a passing grade...I hope...
Tomorrow's the last paper...hopefully I can start with the planning of the class outing...only have a very rough outline of what we are doing on that day
Time really flies...it's going to be the term breaks already...must say I have spent my time in poly quite well.
Haven't wasted much of it...but sad to say,some things like the NP Idol,are probably going to be like bad marks during my poly life...so sad...
No news at all for NP Idol,I think I am probably out already...this is so pathetic...
No mood to study...I think I am going to play Football Manager now...
Stay cool everybody!!!

w3i scribbled this at 10:18:00 PM -

Die...Die...Die

In school now...studying my business finance.Sure die liao...it seems that I have not much idea about the ratios analysis.In fact,I think I'm not sure about the whole module...die...
Business Finance is one of my favourite subjects...either I'm just scaring myself or I really don't understand...so for now,it's back to studying...blog later after the test...

w3i scribbled this at 10:07:00 AM -

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Cold,Rainy Day

When I stepped out of my house,I thought it would be a warm and sunny day...
When I got off the bus,it was raining and freezing cold...
What's with the weather anyways?
Anyway,took Econs test today...and I can only say it was a really crap paper...it seems to be relatively easy...I completed it in less than 1 hour...to be precise,I only spent 45 minutes...hopefully the remaining papers will also be so easy...but as of now,it's still better to study and be prepared!
Going home now...still have to study and prepare the class outing...haven't even started on any of those two objectives of the day(the "studying" and "preparing outing")...the worst thing is that today's weather is perfect for napping...*yawn*

w3i scribbled this at 4:20:00 PM -

Sunday, June 04, 2006

June 4th,2006

Today is the official final day of operation of Baystreet 21 in year 2006,even though I have only been working there for about 6 months,I do feel that it's kind of a pity that the restaurant has to close down and wait to be relocated.It seems to have happened too suddenly...and who knows,it might be the last time that many of us will see each other...
As for now,I am jobless...so I guess I should concentrate a bit more on my studies,but I might get a job very soon...so no worries...lolx
Took a photo before going to work today,want to show you readers a bit of my new hairstyle...but don't know why the photo shows that I have blue hair...it looks quite cool though...like one of those characters from some comic or anime...lolx

Tomorrow is the start of common test,going to continue studying...Blog some other day~!

w3i scribbled this at 11:49:00 PM -

Friday, June 02, 2006

Hopeless...

Was going to blog at the waiting area for audition just now I was told that I am going to be next...
It was so shocking that I wasn't really mentally prepared...and I guessed I just screwed up...
The whole audition was really kind of like those on Singapore Idol...there were cameras...and even spotlights...it's actually really nothing new to me cause of the experience gained during Clementeen Idol Finals when we sang on stage...
There were three judges...two westerners and one chinese...the westerner judges' comments were kind of negative,they said that the song is like the same genre as what many others have sang...the chinese judge said that I got potential but just didn't choose the right song...I'm just praying that because of the "I got potential" part,they can give me chance and let me qualify...but I don't think it's really possible as there are many others who are really good...
If I were to rate my performance upon a scale of 10,I would say I only score 6/10...my vocal was ok...but I think I just didn't perform well enough to impress the judges...feeling so hopeless...
Don't really want to continue blogging about this anymore...cause really no hope already...going home(I'm still at school) after I end this entry,but before that,probably going to Chevrons to check the chalet booking...Still have to update class about it...
Hopefully I can bring some good news to the class!

w3i scribbled this at 7:42:00 PM -

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Is this...Destiny?

Going for auditions tomorrow...it's the only one left...hopefully they will still let accept male contestants(cause I heard that there are too many guys for the chinese section...therefore,girls stand higher chance)...
Have been choosing song for past few days...end up now still sing a slow song.One of my seniors said that if you sing with feeling,the judges would accept...rather than singing it in a very boring and monotone voice...and ended up choosing Pan Wei Bo's song again...don't know why,just that I am very relaxed when I sing his songs...so I am going to sing the song that I sang for Clementeen Idol Audition(again)...
For now,all I can do is pray...haix...helpless feeling...I HATE IT!!!

w3i scribbled this at 9:32:00 PM -