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Monday, July 30, 2007

Sleepy...

Spent last night trying to finish up the SCM presentation and report.Managed to finish the powerpoint but the presentation was postponed to this coming Wednesday.Wonder if it should be considered a waste...

Waited for HuiYi's class to end and we took bus together.It's nice to have someone with you on the ride home(ok...halfway to home).Talked about quite a lot of stuff.Guessed I learned something today.
It's something like this...apologise if I misinterpret it wrongly.
在人的一身中，有三段恋情。
第一，有一个人很爱你但你却不爱他/她。
第二，你很爱一个人但那个人不爱你。
第三，两人都爱对方（虽然不是那种很深爱的程度），而且能幸福地生活到永远。

Quite random I guess...time to sleep then...

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

So dead...

Another day of work...working for half a day tomorrow so that I will be able to rush my SCM report and presentation...hopefully I will be able to somehow finish it.

Jia just showed me new lyrics which she is writing...of good quality,as usual.Maybe it's true that it's a natural thing...so maybe no talent is just no talent lah...lolx...maybe something will awake inside me...but when?I don't know...

Nothing to blog...so I guess I will just end...

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Friday, July 27, 2007

Revolving...

Have been quite busy...so many things to do,so little time.Freaking tired...or maybe I have just been lazy.Still got about two reports to do...probably would be totally drained after this.
Currently working on a song with Fun.Our second 凡伟制作...sounds like 翻胃...we were laughing over it yesterday.The idea of the song was pretty wierd...but it seems interesting.Shan't reveal it now...hopefully,we can do more songs together.
Another idea I brought up yesterday was about...well,how to put it...erm...something like:
我们人类都被困在命运的齿轮在兜圈...到底是应该脱离还是继续...
I know it's in chinese...but I don't really know how to put it in english...lolx...
Revolving in the wheels of fate...

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Too much?

Apparently I am losing my voice...swollen gum is still as swollen...seems like my body has reached its limit...too much to take...feeling weak all over...
Not going to blog about work...fed up...and hoping to look for a new job soon...another one of the good workers is leaving...the management is a disappointment...given up all the hopes on them...
Tired...need rest...need to get work done...and need to write some songs!

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

Pointless...

Another day of work...still not feeling well.Coughing...heatiness seems to have given me swollen gums...don't know of any other way to describe it except for the word "Pain".Hoping for it to be gone soon...but it seems that I am losing my voice at the moment...thank god it's after the performance.
Speaking of which,I was told that the song got some good response...hopefully it's true...somehow,I still cannot believe it...
As for the band...well,what started off as 'I need some time off',has seemed to become 'I need to be out of the band...permanently'.It's a good thing though...minus me and with the new addition of Qiang and Kenneth,the band is able to practice on weekends...if I continue to be in the band,I would probably have obstructed the growth of it.There would probably be not enough time for the time to get together and practice,thus,not much improvement would have been achieved...so like I said,it's still a good thing.
Sometimes,it's pointless to struggle to find a way out...just give in...and give up...pray for a better tomorrow...if it doesn't come...keep on praying...if it never come...just let yourself rot then...
Time is passing...day by day...counting down to the days left...but when and where will the last day be...I don't know...and I don't wanna know...hope it never comes though...

w3i scribbled this at 11:31:00 PM -

Friday, July 20, 2007

Tired...

Been busy...but will probably be busier in the coming weeks.After all,there are so many projects that needs to be done.Performance-wise...tonight will probably be the last for now...sick,need rest...too tired.
In fact,kind of afraid that I might screw up later since I am still unwell and I haven't really been able to sleep last night,having woke up multiple times at night for no reason.
Hoping to just get over with today's performance and then see what is left for me to do...probably be slacking,slacking and more slacking...not forgetting sleep...then maybe think about doing something about song composing...

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

The smoke is clear...

SCC activity was good.One of the best groups I have been in.In fact,they have given me some motivation to write songs.And it was amazing that the chord progression really worked out quite well.
Smoke is clear...seems like things are sorted out...so everything's good.

Still sick...must be well by Friday!
Blog later...

w3i scribbled this at 9:38:00 PM -

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Time...

Time...is running out.A lot of things undone and the fact that it will soon be examinations make it worse.With the passing of time,it would also mean that some of my friends(good friends...best friends) I have known would soon be gone.*sob*

Nothing much I want to blog about...guitar class was ok...loving my accoustic guitar every minute,but still in the process of adapting to it...fingers are starting to hurt...in fact,they feel like they have been cut.*ouch*

Deja Vu of some past events happened today.Wonder what will eventually be the outcome.

Ok...back to the topic 'Time'.
Basically,I haven't been able to spend more time on studying since I have been slacking and all.Maybe going to give up on some things to balance my time out more...my mum is already that my results would surely fall this time round...haiz

Forget it...not going to blog anymore...time to sleep!

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Monday, July 16, 2007

My New Baby!

Lolx...actually,I am refering to my new accoustic guitar!Lolx...love at first sight,or should I say first hearing?Well...in other words,I just love it.Even though I overbudget...by a lot!But it doesn't matter somehow...lolx
Guitar + Bag + 2 Picks + Capo = $210(discounted!)
Looking at it makes me excited...playing it makes me super uber happy!

Today wasn't all about fun,joy and laughter though.Where should I start...maybe right with the flow and from the start.

Woke up this morning(actually,not really wanting to) and still felt sick.Mum was like telling me not to go school but I simply refuse.Ended up late and lecturer was in a bad mood today.Throughout the day,I was tired...tired and tired...having to endure the lectures.6 hours of it...but I kept myself awake at the thought of buying guitar...lolx

After the lessons,met up with Maxwell and went to shop for my guitar.Went to Music Lodge first,but the person was out to lunch.Waited for about an hour and we decided to give up.Next,went to this shop which Maxwell went to once.I remember we went there with Fun and Andrew before all of us went to KAP.The guitars inside were really cool!Quite liked that shop the first time I went,so I had a pretty good impression of it!
Went back to school.Clubhouse was opened.Tested out the guitar more then me and Maxwell went for late lunch.Actually between this time,some things left me quite unhappy.Had a nice chat over the meal.A bit like talk between two mature grown ups...content-wise,I feel it's better just kept between the two of us.

After the meal,went back to clubhouse.Made me abit unhappy actually...so went to this air-conditioned classroom which was empty(Maxwell found it).Moved everything over.Continued to test out my guitar.Ren came by...and I let him try out my guitar and it seemed that he liked it quite much...haha...made me quite happy since he is also one of the legendary individuals in SCC!

Also,got to have a long and nice chat with 'someone' today.It's probably the first time we had conversed for so long.

A message for a person:
Hey...I have no idea what's wrong and I am assuming that you are having a rough time with all the work and projects.But somehow,your actions tell me otherwise.If you decide that this is the way you want it,I seriously would not tolerate being taken for granted anymore...and to think that I actually respect you...I am seriously losing my respect for you...bit by bit.And before you know it,this door of friendship would be shut and locked right in your face.
But I doubt it would matter to you anyway...since you have other friends.So what's the big deal about losing one...you decide!

Well...that's all...guess I will post photos of both my babies!Keep myself happy!!!

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Half day of work

Worked only for half day today.Really feel too sick and weak to work.Bought a new bag today since mum feels that a backpack is better than a sling bag.The bag looks nice and I quite like it.Can't wait to try it out tomorrow.
Still not feeling well now...but better after all the water which I have drank.Feeling a bit drowsy though...strange since I haven't taken any medicine...

Think I will end this entry here...have to continue searching for report resources...not much luck as of now...adios~~~

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

Working with a fever...

Still feeling abit feverish now...
Was actually not feeling well when I woke up this morning.Felt like my whole body was going weak...then when I went for work,having to endure with the super freaking cold air-conditioner,it started to get worse and before I knew it,I have a fever...but I still continued to work...nothing much I could have done about it.
Hoping that maybe I can don't work tomorrow.Let me rest up a bit and probably do some of my projects which actually needs to be done urgently...but I doubt I would be able to...unless I wake up tomorrow and feel like I am going to die or something like that.

The only thing that was happy today was the feeling that I am actually able to play the guitar.Meeting up with Maxwell on Monday to go 'hunt' for my very first accoustic guitar,hopefully will be able to find it.My budget around $100 plus...lolx...sounds impossible?!LOLX...

Today,I think I have proven one thing!
Heatiness results in toothaches around the jaw area...jaw ache?
Lolx...I think Jia knows what I am talking about,right Jia?

I think I will end this entry here...not much energy to do anything...maybe I will shut down my laptop soon...adios~~~

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Friday, July 13, 2007

Falling sick...

Somehow,I think I am falling sick...feels like a sore throat...hate it!
Have been sleeping late recently...so it's probably heatiness...

I think I will start with yesterday.Went for this study visit to the DHL Singapore Hub which was situated in Changi Air Cargo Terminal.Trust me...the area was big,I would probably lose my way if I had to be attached there for work.
Anyways,the trip was enriching.The Quality Control Center that they have was fascinating...in fact,I find it very cool...it's like something you would see from shows and movies.Imagine it real life...haha
After the trip,returned to school and hanged around in the clubhouse.
Reached home at about 10pm.Ate dinner,bathe,study and organise my MSN contact list.My hotmail is now:leong_zhiwei@hotmail.com
It was my first e-mail address.Lost the password and couldn't reactivate it.Tried my luck and created the account.To my delight,the address is available...lolx

FPD test this morning was quite easy.Should be able to do well.Currently having GLMT lecture...back to paying attention...adios~~~

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Stuck...

Wednesday...SCC Activity day.
Today there was a talk which was held and would be held over the period of next few months.Wasn't there for the talk since I was told to go to the clubhouse to rehearse for the 失忆 performance.So,Qiang is singing and I am to be backup vocal.I would be like on stage with Qiang,doing vocal backup not playing instruments.And I just feel that it's wierd since it seems nicer if the guitarist or maybe bassist or even drummer to do the vocal backup.I don't know how I should explain but I hope you can roughly get my idea.
So I ended up sitting there watching most of the rehearsal.
I was left thinking...what have I even achieved in SCC over the past year.
One,wrote and performed 'Still Friends' twice.
Two,became member of two bands(5 Percent then 5+r33+|@mp2).
Three,picking up my guitar.
Four,got to know some great friends(Jay,Qiang,Fun,Jia,Mandy...etc).
All that I could come up with.One word describes me:FAILURE.
Nothing has changed.I am still where I started off at.I am still stuck there...no improvements...nothing good has come out...even the performances were bad(except for maybe one or two,out of so many which is actually less than even ten).
Feel like giving up...

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Revival...

Today is the first day of the guitar course which was provided by SCC.
First lesson was rather basic...got a bit stuck sometimes since I forgot a lot of the basics...but luckily I have been playing enough to at least know the chords.Strumming was the difficult part as I have been strumming in my own crappy way...lolx
It was a good lesson though as I had a chance to go back to basics...even though it may feel boring at times.But I still learned some stuff afterall.
Before guitar course,was at the clubhouse.After just reaching the clubhouse,Jia also came.So we just talked and talked and talked.Accompanied her downstairs to the canteen to buy Bubble Tea and when she was going home,accompanied her to the bus stop since I had nothing to do while waiting.And so,what better way to spend your time with a friend...haha
It's Wednesday tomorrow...and then SCC activity.Seems like it will be a talk.Hopefully it will be helpful to us.
Feeling tired now...maybe I will just go to bed...adios~~~

w3i scribbled this at 11:47:00 PM -

Monday, July 09, 2007

Monday...Blues?

Let's see...work yesterday was okay since I decided to just give up working so hard and concentrate only on providing those customers I am serving with the best service which I could provide.And indeed,good customer service does pay off.
The last customer which I served yesterday actually gave me a personal tip of $5!One hour of my pay.Probably because I did my best to fulfil the order as it was actually rather complicating.How should I put it?You could say the order was rather troublesome.But I did my best and it paid off...and I mean literally.
It was the first time any customer actually gave me a personal tip.Shocked and happy...at least I know the service I provide the customers are,the least,satisfactory!

For today...well,nothing much about today.Lunch break with the guys were great.Could feel that we are actually bonding rather well!Crapping throughout lunch...haha...making fun of one another...especially WeiSiong...ok...maybe only WeiSiong...lolx
Stayed back to wait for the engineer to fix my laptop.Before that,had meeting with Yi Wei,Pei Yi,Dai En and Harry regarding the FPD project...another project to do.Should be nice...since it's my favourite subject for this semester...lolx
Meeting lasted for less than 30 minutes.Headed to the library.Sat for less than 10 minutes(?) and I got a call from the engineer.So met up the engineer at the Atrium.Bought him a can of coke...afterall,it's tough job to be running around...small way to show your appreciation!
Hanged around at the Atrium until 5+pm with Maxwell who looked for me while I was in the library(and called me...which was a lucky thing he did as I was moving down to the Atrium when he did).
Then I went home...lolx...what else?

One more thing to add?Hmmm...
Well,it's wierd isn't it.When you take a bus(single or double decker...same),and someone is actually in front of you but didn't see you(or might have).You struggle on whether to go and say 'hi'(afterall,so many people are boarding the bus).And you decide not to since you know that the person will be alighting after you and so you decided to take a seat elsewhere(ok...maybe only the double decker buses),thinking that you could maybe still say 'bye'.
Then when you alight,you notice that the person is not there anymore.Out of the blue,you remember.Even though the person can take a bus all the way,the person can also actually transfer to an MRT ride back...(--")

The above is super random...just thought and typed...lolx...I think I am going bonkers after all the crap talk with the guys and also all the conversations with 朋友.
That's all for this long post(quite long,right?)...adios~~~

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

Argh...I hate weekends!!!

Yeah...for most normal teenagers/young adults,weekends are the days when they are out with friends and chilling from a whole five weekday of school.But for me,it has always been work.
Frankly speaking,I DON'T LIKE TO WORK even though of the money.Seriously speaking,colleagues are crap.Especially those with more authority...it irritates you when they are practically doing nothing when you are working like a crazy fellow...in fact,I have grown to look forward to the Mondays following the weekends of work!Cause I can meet the guys in my class and just sit around during lunch and breaks and talk crap...not forgetting friends from SCC.Somehow,I have grown to like weekdays more than weekends.

Forget about today...just remembered something from yesterday.Qiang actually proposed that we write a song together.To me,he is probably one of the best lyricist in SCC.In fact,that's what I told him yesterday when he came up with that suggestion.You can say that I don't really feel like I have the standard to write a song with him...at least that's what I feel.
Somehow,writing lyrics has been a difficult thing as of late.No ideas,nowhere to start...and just purely nothing comes to mind...
Ever since 'Still Friends',I have never wrote nor performed any new songs.Either too immature or just don't work out.When can I ever write something that will make an impact...or am I just not talented?
No idea...but I guess I can only keep trying...hopefully,some day I will be 'enlightened' or something...

That's all for today...adios~~~

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Friday, July 06, 2007

Stronger?Better?

Somehow...after everything,I do feel stronger...better...that kind of 'upgraded' and 'improved' feeling!Either the blood donation thing or the way things have been going...I find myself cheerful again...lolx

Here's the funny thing.My dad told me this morning that he thought I was dead last night because I was sleeping so soundly and I didn't wake up when he tapped me...lolx...thus,donating blood gives you a good night's sleep!
My arm still feels a bit stiff and weak...but I think it's part and parcel...should be alright soon.

Just completed my QMGT report...hopefully it will be okay!Wonder how's Jarrell doing...his part is rather tough...and kind of like lost contact of him...MIA again!

Laptop's not repaired yet...need to wait till Monday.It's quite frustrating that I must take out my mouse or not I cannot even click on anything...ARGH!!!Can't wait for it to be repaired.

Another thing worth mentioning.My classmate Harry has recently got himself a blog and he wrote a post about the guys in the class.The following is what he wrote about me.
"Zhi wei is a rock guy man... this guy has music embedded into his head, among the boys he is definitely the most academically gifted.... i mean if i'm not wrong he got the lowest amoung the class in terms of o level results.... but SO what... he has the ability to do well without studying... late bloomer i guess."
Somehow,I seem to have given the impression that I do well in my studies...haha...well,thanks Harry!

I think there's nothing else to write about...super random entry today...lolx

We got to talk again today...not much...but good enough.

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Thursday, July 05, 2007

Confused...yet happy

Somehow...even though some things leave me rather confused,I think they just keep me happy.
Class ended at 11am after QMGT presentation today.Brought my laptop to the Lenovo Care Session...my laptop is ok actually,just that the left click is not working.So will have an IBM engineer help me service tomorrow.Also,my laptop's screen,cover,keyboard was cleaned by the staff at the care session.
Went to check out the blood donation drive...and just decided to sign up on the spot and donated blood...the nurse was like "Your blood veins very good!Big and solid!"...lolx...and then my blood was like flowing so fast that it didn't take long to fill one packet.
The experience was cool and it was good since it was for a good cause!lolx...
Went to library to borrow and watch 'Liar Liar'.A movie starring Jim Carrey...so funny that I was chuckling away in the library.
Then I saw Qiang and went clubhouse.Larry and Andrew was there practising a song which Andrew wrote...also not bad...he has talent...personal opinion...haha
That's pretty much all for today...

When I first saw you today,it felt like there was no way we were going to even talk.But we did...so let's just say I am happy...what should I do?

w3i scribbled this at 8:19:00 PM -

花无百日红

原本以为心情会慢慢好的...虽然我并不完全处于一种心情很糟的情况
但也没想到好像又有了那种不好的感觉...我现在其实也不是很知道自己在说什么

只是知道也许该封闭自己天真的想法...封闭那我根本就不应该想的事...
觉得距离好像越来越远...

也许真的就会像《轨迹》里描述的...
“我会发着呆，然后忘记你。”

真是又对不起你了，朋友...看来还需要多一点时间吧。

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Tuesday, July 03, 2007

What next?

Results for MP out.Wasn't very good...but I guess I am starting to get numb...never seem to be able to do well anyway...but doesn't mean I am feeling down now.I am still in a rather good mood since I have been doing fine in other stuff.

For being able to be in a good mood,I must really thank those friends who are left that I can trust and actually give me something to be happy about...I am thankful that I have those of you for being there for me...thanks for the care...thanks for the concern.

Tomorrow's Wednesday...somehow,I am still trying to make up my mind about how to go about for tomorrow...one step at a time?Probably...but bound to be things to happen tomorrow...just a feeling...

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Monday, July 02, 2007

过敏...

可能是我过敏...总觉得谈话的感觉变了许多...
但是能和你谈话，让我觉得轻松和比较快乐。
谢谢你，朋友...

我呢...觉得自己像个老旧的咖啡厅主人。
在身活里遇到的人就像是客人。
客人累了一天，进来喝杯香浓的咖啡。
心里有不愉快的...想说，我就会聆听...不想说的，我就不多问。
投缘的...多坐一会儿，多喝一杯...
不投缘的...再见，下次再光临...
咖啡终有一天会喝腻的...
到了那时，客人就会到别的咖啡厅去...就是这样罢了。
总有一天，这件咖啡厅会关闭...带着过去的光辉和失败一起从这世界永远的消失。
可是在那之前，它还是会开着...只要有客人想要喝一杯香浓的咖啡。

w3i scribbled this at 9:47:00 PM -