Congrats
Congrats for having found each other and happiness. Cherish it...remember, trust is the key to a lot of things. Lose trust and you will fail.
I think it should last though, cause I see potential although I am still rather shocked. Once again, congrats.
In life, there are things which one may only proceed to do after some mental preparation. This is one of them. Well, it's not like it's the first time. I've seen worst I guess. But still, I think it's best to be mentally prepared. To choose the method and words carefully. And all that's left is to do and pray for the best.
w3i scribbled this at 9:58:00 AM -
What I See Now
Seems like it's been a while since I last updated. Doesn't really matter I guess, not many people viewing the blog anyway. Since my boss is not in due to reservice, me having nothing much to do and my internet connection at home totally going bonkers, might as well post something now.
Monday to Friday
Work as usual, met contractors for renovations and maintenance of docklevelers.
Saturday
From 12pm to 6pm, went to Top One KTV to sing with Zhao. $20 from 11am to 6pm. Free flow of drinks. Quite worth the deal and enjoyed myself.
Since Zhao couldn't hang around for dinner, I tried to contact people to see if they wanted to go for dinner. Quite surprising as Jayson and Fun were both in Bugis (but they weren't together though). Met up Fun cause he was going to be out. So we went around places to look for something which he wanted to buy.
Sunday
Picnic outing at Botanic Gardens to celebrate Ivy's birthday. People present were Ivy, Yun Yean, Zi Qin, Cassandra, Guo Loong, Wan Ting, Fun, Xing Hu, Jayson and me.
Lots of food to eat, played with other people's dog, sang and played the guitar since I brought it...enjoying and relaxing at the same time. The greenery, the fresh air.
Then, headed to Far East as some of them wanted to shop. After that, since it was getting late,we decided to head back home. Some of us had to work and school is reopening.
Went to eat with Cassandra and Jayson at their place. After which, went home.
Monday to Today
I don't know why, my lethargic feeling seems to have dragged on since the end of the Sunday outing. Maybe all that I really want now is to enjoy my life easily. Cause what I see now is quite not I want to see. People struggling to make a choice and being confused about relationship, people doing everything in their people to make a relationship happen but not being able to see the bigger picture where a lot of people actually don't feel too good about what he / she is doing, people feeling despair about their life and that they are really not being loved.
Sometimes, I just hope that I can be like a medicine to those people. I try my best to help them out, lighten their load a little if possible. Doesn't really seem to work sometimes, in turn, I feel rather helpless myself sometimes.
What I see now is a tradgedy from the past happening all over again.
If you are dead now, I don't think I am going to be able to swallow the fact just like that. I doubt I am in any right to say this, but I really hate it when people just think of giving up their lives like that. What about the dreams and aspirations that you may have? Are you satisfied to just give up like that? What about those friends around you who love you and care about you? It's selfish of you to think that giving up your life would solve your problems. Yeah sure, you no longer will have to face the problems, but what about those who have fond memories about you? Beautiful memories that they want to keep of the times they have spent with you. If all this are nothing to you, well, go ahead. I know that I will hate you for the rest of my life if you do.
I'm not crazy...I'm just a little unwell...
w3i scribbled this at 8:57:00 AM -
Many T(h)anks
Quite a list of people to thank. Thank for all the well wishes and the presents.
The following list is not in any particular order or, hopefully I didn't miss out anyone:
Ed, Jayson, Hui Jia, Mandy, Fun, Wan Ting, Shu Hui, Huihui, Chien Wen, Cassandra, Jia Min, Ivy, Zi Qin, Shao Xun, Qiu Yun, Mei Har, Cheryl, Xue Ting, Cynthia, Yun Yean and Xing Hu.
And to anyone I missed out, apologies but thanks!
Thanks the Band for the Plainsunset CD! Local band but superb!
Thanks Cassandra, Jia Min, Yun Yean, Ivy, Wan Ting and Fun for the bag and cap! Woohoo...a new bag...did you people know that I like to collect bags? Lol...really like it...so many zips and compartments...haha...*fascinated*
The last year with the digit '1' in front...getting old, really old. But still a Mashimaro in the eyes of some...lol...wu suo WEI lah...lol
Once again, thanks!
w3i scribbled this at 9:13:00 AM -
Aching day...
Feeling much better today compared to yesterday.
Woke up yesterday to a persistent headache, body aches (probably due to Sunday's bowling - 3 continuous sets and 2 more after just taking a short break)and the super lethargic feeling even though you know you clocked more than enough sleep.
And the worst part of yesterday was transferring those documents from the big boxes, which they were originally stored in, into the small bins. It's always super tiring to stack those bins. And with almost zero energy in me, I managed to complete the task with more aches. By the time I finished, it was already 6pm. Sat at my chair for like more than 5 minutes before pushing myself to pack up and go home.
Got home and took some chinese medicine. Feeling pretty much ok now, but still seem to lack my original energy level.
And guess what, another request for a single document. Why do they even have to put it into the ASRS in the first place. Time waster...lol
Oh...and one more thing. I found out that Red Bull doesn't give you 'wings' when you are sick! Haha
w3i scribbled this at 9:26:00 AM -
伍家辉 - 虽然我愿意
请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
Nice song by 伍家辉, the first time I heard it was when watching a 9pm Channel 8 show. Forgot the name of the show...and seriously, I actually didn't really watch the whole show.
Had dinner with the band yesterday. We ate at NUS' MEGAbites. Quite nice and affordable. After that we went to TCC (The Coffee Club) at Holland Village. Drank coffee and chatted there. And I think I saw Janette Aw! As usual, the stars look thinner in person...way thinner. But...she's still so pretty!!! *Heart melting*
Thanks Edmund and Jayson (anybody else?) for the 'thing'! Haha
[ 2003, 2008, 2014, 2025...F13J ]
w3i scribbled this at 2:00:00 PM -
the Countdown continues...
Somehow, I have been too lazy to get myself to switch on my laptop at night. Just want to laze around, play Warriors Orochi on my PSP, sms(and wait to get reply...haha) or even just go to bed early. And now, I am blogging at work, with my supervisor sitting so close to me...dangerous...lol
Ought to finish this post fast.
Dinner out with Jayson, Cassandra, Fun and Wan Ting yesterday.
We ate quite a lot. Quite wierd but I guessed all of us enjoyed ourselves (so much that I forgot to tell Edmund that we were going to eat dessert when I was supposed to...Sorry Ed!).
It's interesting and enjoyable to meet up with them.
It's interesting and enjoyable to scare Cassandra.
It's interesting and enjoyable to see Fun and Wan Ting bicker and "suan" each other.
It's interesting and enjoyable to fool around with Jayson.
It's interesting and enjoyable cause we even got inspected by the police...haha
So many countdown clocks ticking once again...June just doesn't seem like the best time of the year sometimes.
w3i scribbled this at 9:30:00 AM -
Reports,reports,reports
Three reports in need of completing.
I would say I have been procastinating a bit too much. But at least I have started. Okay...I haven't exactly comleted all of them. One down, two more to go. Decided to start with the shorter weekly report and hopefully, I can push myself to try and complete the interim report too.
Today has been quite a day. Even though there wasn't much happening, it's been quite a good day. Came up with an interesting melody from some usual chords and some trial chords. Came up with a rough chorus for it. Lol...that makes it the second random song of recent months. Haha.
Oh...and another thing, I haven't mentioned this but yes, I have accepted Christ. I won't say that I am technically a Christian but I am entering the third week already and I would say it's been a good journey so far. There is this inner peace, as long as I don't distract myself too much. My mum says I have changed somehow, for the better she says. Lol. Maybe, I guess. I'm not very sure about it myself though. I believe it's this wonderful inner peace that I have gotten as of recent. The world doesn't seem as 'noisy' as it used to be? Haha
I do want to change for the better afterall, rid myself of my bad temper and everything.
Ok...back to report writing! Lol.
w3i scribbled this at 10:08:00 PM -