Monday, December 29, 2008
R.I.P
As the day grows older, the air current somehow flows in reverse.
It just seems harder to breathe. In fact, the air seems "un-breathable".
It was so difficult that the question popped.
"How long can you take this?"
Fiddling with the cube, the decision came.
"No longer."
And then, the next logical step came to mind.
"Run away, choose cowardice and run away."
The "paranoid" state of mind has taken over.
The feeling, the animosity that seems to be hovering in the air.
The stares, the talk.
Somewhere inside, has been broken.
"Maybe I don't belong here."
And tonight, let me rest in peace.
"Pick up the shattered pieces."
w3i scribbled this at 10:08:00 PM -
Shuffle-The-Songs-In-IPod-For-The-Answers
Well, someone complained about the lack of post.
Guess I will just post this "game" first while waiting for my groupmates.
Always wanted to try this, but I am using my IPod instead of ITunes (Cause my ITunes a little screwed? Haha). Let's start! (Background: Fiddling with my IPod).
Q:How does the world see me?
Tears & Rain - James Blunt (Ok...I am a sad soul to all you guys? Lol)
Q: Will I have a happy life?
Shamrock - UVERWorld (Sounds like a happy song to me...I take that as a YES!)
Q:What do my friends really think of me?
Miseinen - Gazette (One of my favourite Gazette tunes...but what's the meaning? *Reminds me of Jayson's bass solo*)
Q:Do people secretly lust after me?
Utakata - Kaggrra (Another one of my favourites...but, third JRock in a roll...*Lost*)
Q:How can I make myself happy?
最佳损友 - 陈奕迅 (Canto! Haha...can't agree more, all those 最佳损友 I have.)
Q:What can I do with my life?
你...我是傻瓜 - Stay (Korean this time. *Looks back at question*. Er...where's the link?)
Q:Will I ever have children?
印地安老斑鳩 - 周杰伦 (Ok...Jay's first album. So, I take it as I will have one? Or does it equal to the number of Jay's albums? Ok...that's a lot...)
Q:What is some good advice for me?
Feel My Soul - Yui (Oh!!! YUI!!!)
Q:How will I be remembered?
Disappear - Bullet for my Valentine (So, I wouldn't be remembered? Haha...well, maybe...)
Q:What is my signature dancing song?
星晴 - 周杰伦 (Ok...how do you dance to this?)
Q:What do I think my current theme song is?
别问 - 张学友 (Like the song says...don't ask...)
Q:What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Unfaithful - Rihanna (O.O)
Q:What song will play at my funeral?
Must Get Out - Maroon 5 (Get out? Of the coffin? Hahaha...)
Q:What sort of men/women do I like?
孙悟空 - 五月天 (Adventure! Adventure!)
Q:What is my day going to be like?
Throw Away Your Television - Red Hot Chilli Peppers (Okok...no TV for today)
Lol...that was interesting. Got to stop for now...maybe I will blog later.
w3i scribbled this at 10:03:00 AM -
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Memories
It seems that it's the time of year where lots of memories come flowing back.
Things which happened at this period of time.
It's just not really possible to control them because they will just come "slapping you in the face". Maybe I will grow to remember that particular period of time forever. Perhaps.
Another year coming to a close really soon.
As of now, decisions and choices to be made.
Pray I don't make the same mistakes over again.
w3i scribbled this at 8:39:00 PM -
Saturday, December 20, 2008
I Don't Wanna Be...
Maybe I ain't very sure what I want or where I want to go now.
But one thing's for sure.
I don't really want to be a "spare tyre" or a "backup hotline".
You think you know me?
w3i scribbled this at 11:58:00 PM -
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
3-Weeks of Break...?
It's the holidays. But somehow, it doesn't really feel like it.
In fact, I'm in school now.
Preparations for concert auditions and some work to be done(but too lazy to even start). I ought to start though before I regret.
Life's been quite okay. Minus the few wierd twists and turns.
I really don't understand. Have I been giving the misconception that I care for some people too much that they get the wrong impression that I have to be there for them or something? Sorry, but obviously not. Don't expect too much from me. I have nothing more to give.
w3i scribbled this at 3:37:00 PM -
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Electric Guitar
In school now with the guys(Ben, Winston, Maxwell) minus Fun and Kent, but with the addition of Dixon(oops...edited) today. To be more precise, we are now at a dark Canteen 1.
The only paper was over yesterday. Not too bad, could have done better obviously.
Spent everyday this week with them. Board games, talking, food, more talking.
It's been enjoyable. And Ben is going off soon. NS.
Another one serving the nation. Lol.
Even Ben has an Electric Guitar now. I want one too.
Hopefully I can get it soon...
w3i scribbled this at 9:15:00 PM -
Monday, December 08, 2008
Better
Been very sick these past few days, but I guess I am getting better.
Kind of sat down and just thought about some things. Organise some of my thoughts. And basically, contemplating. Some decisions must be made. It's not like this hasn't happened before. It will just be the third time something of this sort happens.
To be very honest, maybe I wasn't really enjoying and happy about it afterall. I have been following suit most of the time, more to please people sometimes. Maybe it's time?
But I guess the issue does deserve more consideration and thought. I should just play along for now.
w3i scribbled this at 10:09:00 PM -
Sunday, December 07, 2008
没电
Nothing seems to go as I hoped they would have.
But then again, I didn't exactly hope for anything.
Some things are so obvious.
Reactions and attitudes towards certain things and issues.
Sick of it. If all of it falls apart, I wouldn't look too far and be surprised of the only reason which I can find. You know what...JUST SHUT UP AND SUCK IT UP!!!
Let's just end this post. Never really had any reason to post in the first place except for wishing Ben good luck in the army. He probably wouldn't see this though.
But anyway, good luck Ben! EAGLES COY!!!
Short time spent crapping with you and the rest, but time well spent. All the nonsense and all the serious stuff. Enjoyed it very much.
All the best!
[我的电池早已没电了 而且怎么充电都充不满了]
w3i scribbled this at 12:54:00 AM -
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Officially
I hate to get woken up the way I did today.
And, I am officially sick enough to do anything stupid.
Bloody pissed off Saturday morning.
w3i scribbled this at 8:48:00 AM -
Thursday, December 04, 2008
You...
I guess my mood is better now.
The usual...you never seem to fail to lighten me up.
w3i scribbled this at 12:28:00 PM -
Emotionally Wrecked
I will keep this short.
Either I am really very very sick, or I have been slapped with too many disappointments.
Officially and emotionally wrecked.
Who would have thought, even my greatest passion can become my greatest nightmare.
w3i scribbled this at 10:13:00 AM -
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
0212
The post time which is reflected.
I'm still as sick as I can be.
Coughing out my lungs.
Life is simply about music, my minor sources of happiness and getting through this final semester in one piece.
I've given up trying to organise a class gathering.
I'm just too sick and tired.
And I've got things running through my head.
Let me just lay here...
w3i scribbled this at 2:12:00 AM -
Monday, December 01, 2008
病了。累了。
十二月到了。一年就这样过去了。
对于今年是如何过的，我完全没印象。
也不知道今年到底过得是好是坏。
总觉得这一年似乎是，我生命中，一段没记忆的岁月。
现在的我。
病了。累了。
对生命，没什么期待。
真是可笑。
w3i scribbled this at 10:36:00 AM -