Wait and wait...wtf
Waited the past two to three hours for my Maths Project Group Members to appear online to send me their research...stupid liar!
I did ten pages of the presentation...I don't think it's enough for presentation.Might even fail...don't know what's their freaking problem!
Very tired...don't feel like blogging anymore...going to sleep right now.Let them die tomorrow...probably thinking I will do everything for them...@ssholes!
(**This entry was actually posted at 12.15am;August 1,2006)
w3i scribbled this at 11:59:00 PM -
Another day...
Well,first of all,this entry is actually posted on 12:02 am on Monday,July 31.I have once again made changes to the date,same as my previous entry,to provide an easier reference.
Another weekend of work at Scoopz.My arms are starting to hurt a bit now.But not painful enough to kill me...lolx
Work has been fine and time passes really fast.Just that I still have projects to be done.Hopefully I can finish them up by tomorrow(taking reference of the new time),cause one is supposed to be presented on Tuesday and the other,I think to be handed up on Wednesday.
Eileen worked in the morning today cause her exams are approaching.Also,the "legendary" Ding Ning appeared.Eileen kept talking about this guy(since the first day I started working).He's a really nice guy too!No wonder Eileen talks about him so much...lolx
Well,good luck for your exams Eileen!Don't stress too much lah!Take it easy!(Cause she kept complaining that the science modules she taking very difficult...lolx)
Well,I'm not supposed to be using the laptop now,but just thought that I should come online to check on some stuff...so that's all for this entry!I'm outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 11:59:00 PM -
Learn to control the beast within you...
This entry is actually posted at 12.22am on 29 July 2006.But for easier reference,I decided to change the time...wanted to blog earlier,but was in a Dota Game...lolx
Overall,it was an average day today if the fact that I was screamed at by a mad dog earlier in the day was not included.Ok...myabe mad dog isn't a good word to use.But it's probably the only word I can use.Just because of an issue while playing games two days ago,that person still angry...I already put it behind me by the end of that day.
He screamed like a mad man,saying that I want to fight...and blah,blah,blah...I wasn't giving a damn about what he was saying.As they say,take that he is a mad dog barking.All I did was...well,nothing...he just went mad.Didn't provoke him or anything...as if he fierce,everyone will just bow down to him.Can't be bothered with this kind of people.
Go see a doctor and get some help...you seriously need it!
The rest of the day was pretty normal...nothing much,BIZCA was canceled...ended up playing games with WeiSiong,Fabien,Adrian,etc...
Played four games of Dota today.Starting to train a new hero.Darkterror the Faceless Void.You can say that his main ability is that he can control time...loving every moment of using this hero!
That's all for today...I'm outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 11:59:00 PM -
IAC...WGT...Dota
w3i scribbled this at 8:45:00 PM -
Losing my way...
I feel kind of lost...I don't really understand what my goal in life is anymore...and I think I am going deaf(or it could just be a problem with my laptop's speaker)...haix
I feel that my smiles and laugh are so fake now...I look like I am happy,but I am not happy...it's like coffee.It is supposed to be sweet,but there is just a tinge of bitterness.And I thought I had seen enough of other people's experience of this 'symptom' to not get it...but it just seems like I have 'contracted' this 'disease'.And somehow,the more I look at 'her'...the more I feel that I am actually just feeling what 'she' is feeling...let's just keep it that the 'she' is somebody bahz.
Haven't been doing much...mostly projects...even skipped CCA today just for project...it gives me the feeling that I am drifting away from the CCA...which I don't want to happen.But how?I suddenly don't feel for the CCA as much as the first few times I went.
Was able to chat with Ching Siang online yesterday,I think he's in love...miracle of the century...not that he would not fall in love,just that I didn't expect him to tell me...he never...and I mean NEVER...shares this kind of stuff with us!
Nothing much more to say...so I am going to end the entry here...

*Korean Drama 'Loving You' Necklace...will anyone buy it for me?or can anyone tell me where I can buy it?*
w3i scribbled this at 9:25:00 PM -
It's been so long...
4 days...I haven't been blogging for 4 days!Mainly cause I have no freaking idea if there's anybody reading my blog at all!And also cause I doing projects and playing games.At least I'm finally back today...
Suddenly realised that time is flying past me...so fast...too fast...sometimes I even feel like I am just lost.I don't even know where I am going,what I am doing,why am I doing what I am doing...
School has been fairly okay...nothing much has been happening though...
Meeting someone is really fate...saw Eileen today in school today...it makes me think that I might have met her in school before,maybe I just didn't take notice...
The school is really small...like a lot of people like to say that Singapore is such a small country,keep meeting people...I even met one of my primary school/childhood friends in school...but she probably couldn't recognise me...
Then,crossing the overhead bridge to the bus-stop,I saw another friend...I wasn't really sure it was her until I boarded the bus and saw her.I didn't say "Hi"...I didn't dare to...there were a couple of times we looked eye to eye at the direction of each other...but I turned my head immediately...don't know...natural reaction I guess...in fact,I don't even know whether we are still friends...I have no idea at all...
Guess I am going to end my entry here...no mood to blog...stay cool everyone!I'm outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 8:22:00 PM -
Happy Birthday...
Today is Yi Wei's Birthday!Happy Birthday!
The girls in the class ordered durian cake...couldn't be bothered to eat,so just pay money lor...we(the guys lah) didn't even go sing birthday song for Yi Wei.They did leave our share but I think Harry ate most of it up...didn't really care anyways...lolx
There were two presentations for project today,BIZCA and Business Finance.No comments on both of it.Hopefully the lecturers are okay about the sloppish work done.
I think the BF lecturer is a very nice Sir.He gave quite high marks...I think...lolx
Nothing much to blog anymore...I'm outta here!

Vanilla Coke at Canteen 1 during break!
w3i scribbled this at 8:10:00 PM -
Anticipation...it's coming!
It's COMING!!!
What's coming you ask?
Project Superstar Season 2!!!It's finally here again,been waiting since the end of the last season.As I have said before,I want to go and try out even if I get kicked out during the auditions...just hoping to gain some experience.But obviously if I can't move on further into the competition,that would be good too.I really hope that I can realise my dreams of having a singing career...cause I love music and I love singing!
Really hoping I can get some of my other friends who can sing well to join too.Maybe ask if Debbie wants to join,cause she seriously sings very well!Fabien too,if he seriously sings!And maybe Fun and Kennie...etc...lolx
Hmmm...supposed to be doing the PBL now,but don't really want to start doing...just finished up another project today,so I am now very sianz!Guess I'm just finding excuses to play games.
Well,going to play games then...lolx...don't even know if there's anyone reading my blog...no tags...sianz...outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 8:25:00 PM -
Second Entry of the Day!
Back home now and blogging in the comfort of my own chair...lolx
Was supposed to go for CCA today,but I didn't go.Kind of regret it now...I really like the CCA but it seems like it's just not the way I thought it would be.Sometimes,I feel like I go there to make friends and fool around with them more than I do anything related much to music...
Anyways,after Maths lecture,met up with Eng Keong,Kelvin,Jarrell and Zheng Yong to discuss powerpoint presentation on the IS module projects.Ended up playing more than discussing.Fabien and Wei Siong was there too.I'm supposed to be doing the powerpoint now,but I'm already feeling blur and tired.
After that,went to Canteen 1 to eat late dinner with Fabien.Then,we headed for the Atrium.Helped out Fabien with his powerpoint presentation.Saw some of the girls in our class there too.Nothing much happened though.
There doesn't seem to be any news of the "crime" near my house.Maybe I missed the news...lolx
Not much more to blog about today...I guess that would be all for today!I'm outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 10:35:00 PM -
Wasting My Life...
Back again after having been MIA for 2 day(?)
Couldn't really be bothered to blog.My Windows Live Messenger had some problems(which is now okay) and also,was playing games.It's been like this for the past few days.Ended up I didn't really study for my Maths Quiz 3,but I think I should be able to pass...Wasting my Life...lolx
On my way to school,near my block,saw about 4 to 6 police cars.Then,saw the crime scene...I think either suicide or murder...scary!Lotsa police also...maybe tonight news will have more details.
Reach school and found out that I didn't bring pocket money!Luckily Jarrell(sitting next to me now) lent me money...Thanks Dude!
Shutting down my laptop for now...blog later...MAYBE!
Lolx...I'm outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 9:45:00 AM -
Back again...lolx
Couldn't blog during the weekends,I got a new part time job.Selling ice cream at Scoopz@IMM.It's been quite tough on the first day(Saturday) cause was not very used to it yet.Sunday was much better cause I'm getting use to it.
It's quite fun and the co-workers are quite nice too.One of them is even an NP student...lolx
Her name is Eileen.She's quite funny.Just saw her at Canteen 5 just now...lolx
There's also Tam,whose a really nice guy.He's the one who taught me how to scoop ice-cream.
Time seems to past particularly fast at the new work place.Standing there for hours seem to be like standing there for just few minutes...so wierd,lolx!
It's actually ITL lecture now...but I am not really listening,in fact,I am not even listening!Sure die if I continue like this...lolx
Stop blogging for now...blog later at home...I'm outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 1:08:00 PM -
In support of your actions...I Salute You!
Finally,Zidane has spoken!
And hearing what he said has just added the fuel to the fire!The Italian player whom he headbutted actually insulted his mother/sister/wife(most probably trying to mean a female family member)!
What the hell is the problem with him?!Why does he have to go to the extend of insulting another player's family?!Is this the tactic that was deployed?!Get Zidane sent off and win the World Cup?!Such bullsh*t from the Italians!
Zidane has started that he does not regret his actions...and Zidane has my respect for what he did!He stood up for his family...Who can stand somebody else insulting your family?Thus,what he did might not have been very professional,but you cannot blame him for his actions.Sometimes,it's just emotions over logic.And that was one case of it.
Zidane has my respect and support even if the Fifa decides to strip him of the adidas Golden Ball award,it just proves that Fifa doesn't know right from wrong!
It's been a crappy day as usual,managed to finish the IS COMT information paper today in about 3 hours.It's due today,so no choice have to quickly summarise and type out.Went to look for my BIZCA textbook but it's no longer there...I'm so sad now...cause I used my own money to buy and first hand somemore...and also,tomorrow's test is open book.Since I have no book,all I can say is good luck to myself!
There's nothing much for me to write anymore,so I will probably be ending here...but before that...
Debbie,hope you get well soon!And that tomorrow's check-up got no problems!
With that,I'm out of here!
w3i scribbled this at 9:35:00 PM -
Where are you?!
It's been a crappy day in school and it's only been worse considering what happened just now before coming home...
Was late for class but luckily,the lecturer marked my attendance.She's such a nice lecturer like Pauline said that she is...my friend was late for one hour but she still marked him present...lucky for him!
Only two people weren't present...Debbie and Sally.As usual(lolx),Sally overslept.But she came to school at about 11 plus,cause there wasn't BIZCA lesson.Everyone was happy that there wasn't BIZCA.The guys went to play but I didn't go.Went to buy some stuff...as for what it is,don't want to say...but it ain't anything illegal lah.
As for Debbie...well,I also not very sure what happened but I think Lok Yiu said that Debbie blacked-out on the MRT and so I think she was sent home or something like that.So until now like no news of her...msn,her blog...nothing lor...like disappeared from the face of the earth...she's probably really sick now...GET WELL SOON,okay?Don't think too much lah.
Letting go is sometimes the best choice...Be Happy!
There isn't CCA today...ended up in Toh Guan playing street soccer with the L04 people,Harry,Adrian and Wei Siong.Brought one of the L04 guys to the bus-stop to take bus.Was told that he could take 187,I didn't pay much attention cause something else was on my mind at that moment.But when I saw 176 and saw where it was going,my first reaction was...RUN!!!I ran back home to plug the charger to my handphone and started to call the L04 people's(Kelvin) number.
Still have no news whether he's able to find his way back home...I am in really big trouble...haix...
Now I will still have to rush my COMT research paper...haix...what time will I be sleeping tonight?I really can't concentrate with things on my mind...I'm now mentally tired...all I can do is pray hard that everything will be fine for me and...out of here!
w3i scribbled this at 10:18:00 PM -
And when you thought you had all the answers...
Was playing LanCraft with ShiMin just now...first two times,start and immmediately got disconnected.The third time was better,but when my hero was Level 25 and having the status MEGAKILL,I got disconnected...stupid internet connection...at the most important point disconnected...WHY?!
Anyways,ShiMin is really good.We were playing 2(us) v.s 5(all normal AIs).She got the status of BEYOND GODLIKE!And then the game keeps saying "HOLY SHIT" when she kills an opponent's hero...and I was like sucky until nearing the end then got better...in another words,I sucked today!
It's been a,well,quiet day in school...in fact,unusually quiet.
Was late for Maths lecture,but still had attendance marked.Didn't have Maths notes cause Sally's not in school.And that mainly the reason for it being a particularly quiet day in school...usually she will like call from behind me during class,but today not there so I could,well,play without having to turn around to answer her...but just a bit wierd lah.
Econs class was exceptionally boring...couldn't even be bothered to listen to what the lecturer was teaching.I feel like I'm wasting my life.Playing,playing and playing...not very serious about work anymore...
Going to sleep really soon cause I will probably be in school earlier tomorrow to finish some of my other work...that's all for today...I'm outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 10:06:00 PM -
Stupid Referee,Stupid Final,Stupid Champs...
France lost...and now Italy,the corrupted soccer nation,are champions...a total disgrace to the beautiful game.World cup finals having to be decided on penalties...Zidane got sent off,but the player who held him back got away without any punishment...what has the world come to?!
It's been a pretty crappy World Cup.A lot of games having to be decided by penalties.FIFA should seriously think about reimplenting the Golden Goal Rule during extra time...at least players would have motivation to capture the victory during extra time and not just defend and hope for the really dumb penalty shootout...it's seriously not even soccer.It's just about luck...maybe a bit of skill,after having seen Trezeguet "wonderful" penalty kick...but penalty shootouts really ruins the beautiful game...and we really need referees who open their eyes wide enough to punish those who should be punished and not allow them to anger the opponents which causes them to commit fouls instead...
Poor Zidane...his final game...the worst game of his international career perharps...however,Zidane will always have my respect!The Italian player whom Zidane headbutted deserved it...he should have headbutt the referee too!SOTONG REF!!!
Four years from now,we probably won't be seeing Italy...lolx...maybe they won't even be able to qualify!
~NA NA NA NA.NA NA NA NA.HEY!!!GOODBYE!!!~
That felt good...kind of feeling sorry for the French Team...mainly those retiring players...especially Zidane!It rained so heavy at 2am...that was probably an omen that France would lose...even the heavens are feeling sorry for Zidane!
Currently having ITL lecture...really tired so I'm actually not even listening to what the lecturer is teaching...had to copy notes during Maths lecture earlier on cause Sally wasn't(and still isn't) in school.Probably still not feeling well...GET WELL SOON!!!
Going to try to catch a bit of what the lecturer is teaching...blog later...I'm out of here!
w3i scribbled this at 12:39:00 PM -
Damn Projects...
Been doing a lot of other stuff today except my project.
And so,I'm currently rushing through it now.
But as I continue typing,the more I feel what I am typing doesn't even make any sense...now I'm back to looking for more information.Found some and now I will need to type it out in my own words,don't have any freaking idea when I will be able to finish it.
Germany won 3-1 in the match against Portugal.It was a good performance they had put in and they truly deserved it.If only they played so well against against France.But still happy for them at least Germany is third,and at least it gives the German citizens something to be happy about.Good Bye Oliver Kahn...it's his last match,he played well and I'm really very happy for him!
And so,it's down to the finals.
France v.s Italy.
Hopefully France will be able to get the victory.Zidane will definitely put all his heart into the match as it is last and it's a chance for France to once again become the World Champions.Hopefully the younger players of the squad will do their part to make it the greatest final international game for their captain,Zidane.And we will see Zidane holding up the trophy on his very last international match for France!
Going back to my project...I'm out of here...
"Never fell in love before...and just won't know why love must hurt someone...isn't it supposed to make one a happier person...tell me why!"
w3i scribbled this at 7:36:00 PM -
And then there were two...
Went to school even though today is Saturday.Had to meet Wei Siong for the projects.We didn't even have much dicussions,don't exactly know why we meeting for actually.It was like wasting time...well,maybe not,cause I did continue my term paper but for now,it's still not complete...lolx
Ended up playing DOTA with Insane AI,which are really strong.IT was 5 v.s 5.The Scourge had 5 Insane AIs...The Sentinel had 4 Insane AIs,and the NOOB(ME!!!)
But it didn't end up too bad.In fact,the Sentinel won and I pawned the Scourge heros at least 8 times(could have been more if the Sentinel creeps and AI heros on my team did not steal my frag)...for the first time since I started playing DOTA,I finally MEGA KILL...lolx...so cool when they say it...MEGA KILL...lolx
I thought of how to continue the boy and girl story(remember there was this post containing a short paragraph about boy likes girl,girl got bf,then girl broke up...etc?),this is what I have thought.
Quite some time has past,Boy and Girl are now friends,very normal friends.One day,Girl suddenly asks Boy if he likes another girl in class(who happens to be her friend).Boy replied to Girl that he doesn't.
After that,all Boy could do was laugh himself that he's such a fool...the Girl who he likes actually asks if he likes another girl.
That's it so far...getting lamer by the minute...
There's going to be third-place playoff later,but I'm not going to watch cause I'm pretty tired now...I really hope Germany will win.And hopefully,France might become World Cup Champions...lolx
Well,that's all for now...going to sleep...I'm out of here
w3i scribbled this at 10:47:00 PM -
Busy...Busy...Busy
Been really busy with projects and also games that I haven't been blogging for the past few days.Back to give an update of what I am doing.
It's been hell of a busy week in school,either it was project or games(lolx).A lot of projects due,but everyone hasn't been able to complete the work,so we got our lecturers to extend(and extend) the deadline.Luckily,our lecturers are very good.
Currently trying to complete my ITL term paper.Then,it's going to be the pre-presentation for Maths.Followed by the BF Company Annual Report Analysis and the COMT Research Paper.Lots of stuff to be done...lolx
Well,for the past few days when I switch on my laptop,it's been more or less projects or playing CS or DOTA...relieves some of the stress,but usually over...as in,play and don't stop.Ended up sleeping between 1am to 3am.
However,I still do the usual stuff like checking my blog for tags,signing in on msn,checking friends' blog...the usual...as usual...lolx
Going to end this entry...but before I end,I have some message for some friends...don't know if they will see it thou...lolx
To:
-Sally
Get well soon!Don't overstress yourself trying to complete those projects...
Your health is more important!!!So take care!
-Debbie
Was going to tag your lastest entry(posted on July 7,2006;titled "Someone,hold my sky) but while I was thinking of what I want to tag,I could only think about tagging the same thing I tagged on another of your entries(posted on July 4,2006;titled "If(in chinese)")
Hope you will get over it soon...remember,it's more important to do what you feel would make you happy.Be HAPPY!
Well,that's all for today.I'm out of here!
(THE PROJECTS ARE OWNING!!!)
w3i scribbled this at 8:37:00 PM -
Finally...
I'm shocked with myself...I actually spent so many hours playing WC3...
And the worst thing is...it wasn't really even fun playing alone...how did I even survive thru it?
It's about time for the semi-finals match but I don't think I will be watching...cause I have to reach school at 8am to do project...the deadline is almost up but still haven't do anything yet...GG(Good Game...)
Going to sleep now...blog later when I'm in school!
*YAWN*...I'm outta here!
w3i scribbled this at 2:55:00 AM -
To : SHI MIN!!!!
w3i scribbled this at 8:07:00 PM -
An english name perharps...
Another entry...can't believe myself,I seem to have so many things to blog!
Just completed my ITL tutorial,was adding the file to MeL,then I saw other classmates work on the board too.Some of them have english name and that,to me,is pretty cool.
My friends(and teachers) tend to complain that the name "Zhi Wei" is very difficult to say...I got an english name that I didn't disclose..."Zax"
Ended up,my friends said that it's very difficult to pronounce...the name "Zax" is pretty unique,cause it's the english name of 5566's Wang Ren Fu...and I haven't heard of anybody with a similar name.So,I decided to use it.Since it was really difficult to pronounce,I didn't disclose it to many...and those who knew it rather call me "Zhi Wei",cause it was easier compared to "Zax"
But most of the time,they pronouce "Zhi Wei" wrongly too...half the time,my name is "Zi Wei".Then there was that show "Huan Zhu Ge Ge" and my friends made fun of me...I know that they were just joking,so I just accepted it.
Now in poly,people still find it freaking difficult to say "Zhi Wei" properly...and I can't even be bothered to tell them the name "Zax"...so might as well use a name that's so easy to remember...after thinking for quite a while(a very short while in fact),I decided on the name "Gary"...easy to remember and also it can be spelled Gray(which sounds like or,in fact,GREY) which is the "in-between" of two of my favourite colours:BLACK and WHITE!!!
However,I don't know whether I should tell my friends in poly about it...what should I do?Or maybe they could call me Grey?LOLX...haix...what to do lehz?Any suggestions?
Well,call me Zhi Wei as usual...Gary,use it or not,doesn't matter...lolx...Zhi Wei will be fine!
w3i scribbled this at 7:39:00 PM -
Very off-track...as usual
I'm seriously supposed to be doing my work...but sadly,I'm once again off-track and blogging again.
I just blogged in my chinese blog,so I decided to blog here too...
First of all,World Cup 2006.England and Brazil(there's no problem with your eyesight...it's BRAZIL) are out of the world cup.England lost to Portugal via penalties(again) and France's Thierry Henry scored the goal to secure a semi-final spot for France.Seems like Brazil is still unable to break the curse of not being able to win the world cup in Europe and also not being able to beat France.
The semi-finals...Germany v.s Italy and Portugal v.s France
Soccer...who knows...Portugal being the darkhorse might win the world cup for the very first time...but they will have to get past France,who has gotten a real great boost in morale after defeating the world champions!And by the way,they would love to beat another Brazilian...Scholari(Portugal Coach)...lolx
As for Germany,home ground advantage...but can they seize the oppurtunity to rise to the top once again and save soccer in Germany?Get past Italy and they just might be able to!
Don't I just sound like some sports news reporter...lolx...maybe I can go for this career path...lolx
Second,bad habits really are difficult to get rid of...lolx
Fell to the urge of blogging while doing work...and can't stop myself from going to my friend's blog...lolx
Really hope she will be happier...trying to forget someone whom she has spent two wonderful years with,it's surely a very difficult task...I only got one advice...check out the last line of Jay's "Excuse(Jie Kou)"...If it saddens you a lot,letting go and forgetting that person is probably the best and only way...But if you still love him,have the courage to trust him for one last chance...that's if he wants to have that chance...BE HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT!!!
Lastly,I am MUTATING...just kidding...due to the sunburns,my skin is peeling like those glue that sticks to your skin and comes off as a very thin layer...lolx...hope this kind of description doesn't make all of you sick.
That's all for today...to those who don't like the way I blog...just *BRAWLER* off you *BROOKLYN BRAWLER*.It's my *BRAWLER*ing blog,and you have no *BRAWLER*ing business in commenting on the *BRAWLER*ing way I write,you stupid son of a *BRAWLER*,*BROOKLYN BRAWLER*!!!
Now that was cool...lolx...don't mind me,just trying to send out a strong message to some *BROOKLYN BRAWLER*s.I'm out of here!
w3i scribbled this at 5:12:00 PM -
Will she ever know that the clown fish is crying...
Feeling so tired in the middle of playing game...but once I quit the game,I couldn't feel the fatigue...but it's coming back again now...I'M TIRED!!!
The England and Portugal is ongoing currently.Still no goals...boring...
I find myself going to my friend's blog recently...that's pratically the first webpage I go when I start my laptop...it's becoming a habit I guess...
Well,that's all for now...very tired...I'm out of here!
w3i scribbled this at 12:21:00 AM -