Friday, June 29, 2007
很累了
真的很累了...不知道是因为这几天没好好的睡，或者就是真的不行了...
微笑都渐渐变得很疲惫...变得只是作秀的一种东西罢了...
感觉自己有一点想彻底放弃...放弃那最后几个推动我生命的东西...
可是真的很难...可能因为一切都已变得太重要了...
谢谢你...也真的很抱歉...每次都让你操心...给你更多麻烦...真的很对不起
微笑都渐渐变得很疲惫...变得只是作秀的一种东西罢了...
感觉自己有一点想彻底放弃...放弃那最后几个推动我生命的东西...
可是真的很难...可能因为一切都已变得太重要了...
谢谢你...也真的很抱歉...每次都让你操心...给你更多麻烦...真的很对不起
w3i scribbled this at 7:31:00 PM -
Thursday, June 28, 2007
好难受
昨晚睡不着...把耳机塞在耳朵...听歌听到勉强的入睡
醒来，感觉脸庞有泪划过。
在前往学校的途中，听歌听到有眼泪要留的感觉。
马上闭上眼睛，还好眼泪没落...
刚才在校外吃饭，又买了Barcadi Breezer来喝...心情变得舒服一些...
可是依然好难受...
醒来，感觉脸庞有泪划过。
在前往学校的途中，听歌听到有眼泪要留的感觉。
马上闭上眼睛，还好眼泪没落...
刚才在校外吃饭，又买了Barcadi Breezer来喝...心情变得舒服一些...
可是依然好难受...
w3i scribbled this at 9:21:00 AM -
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Corona Extra...
Today...sucks...the one thing that gives me the most happiness in NP,just made my day bad...this is crap...
In fact,I now find myself not being able to fall asleep...maybe today will be the last...
Thanks Ed for the Corona Extra you bought for me.Sorry I couldn't finish it and sorry about today.Actually,sorry to Xing Hu and Jayson also.
The first mouthful was great but it got worse soon after...not cut out for beer afterall...
How I wish I just had the courage to hurt myself badly right now...how I wish...
In fact,I now find myself not being able to fall asleep...maybe today will be the last...
Thanks Ed for the Corona Extra you bought for me.Sorry I couldn't finish it and sorry about today.Actually,sorry to Xing Hu and Jayson also.
The first mouthful was great but it got worse soon after...not cut out for beer afterall...
How I wish I just had the courage to hurt myself badly right now...how I wish...
w3i scribbled this at 11:39:00 PM -
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Peaceful Day...
Got to admit...today is one of the rare days which I am at peace with myself.
After going through so much,change in my mood seems to be obvious to people around me.I seem down and not as talkative as in the past according to Xing Hu.Brings about concern from friends...thanks
Met up with Qiang after I&E project at clubhouse.
Accompanied him to Clementi to settle his school fees,then we headed to city area.Went to Peninsula Shopping Centre.Lots of stuff there to see...cool stuff
Then we went to Far East Shopping Centre.Somehow got that 旧地重游 feel since I just went there during the holidays.Images of that day still fresh and some still flashing in my mind.Nostalgic feel...
By the way...I know I have been saying...Whatever doesn't kill you,will eventually make you stronger...but it's only possible if you have that will to 'live' and fight on...so...be strong...cause whatever it is...it will soon be over...believe in that sunshine which will appear after the storm...no matter how heavy it may be
MP's tomorrow.Performing another english song...one which hasn't been rehearsed many times but somehow the confidence level is there...hope it will be good...adios...
心里有些开心，因为今天让我看到了你的微笑。
After going through so much,change in my mood seems to be obvious to people around me.I seem down and not as talkative as in the past according to Xing Hu.Brings about concern from friends...thanks
Met up with Qiang after I&E project at clubhouse.
Accompanied him to Clementi to settle his school fees,then we headed to city area.Went to Peninsula Shopping Centre.Lots of stuff there to see...cool stuff
Then we went to Far East Shopping Centre.Somehow got that 旧地重游 feel since I just went there during the holidays.Images of that day still fresh and some still flashing in my mind.Nostalgic feel...
By the way...I know I have been saying...Whatever doesn't kill you,will eventually make you stronger...but it's only possible if you have that will to 'live' and fight on...so...be strong...cause whatever it is...it will soon be over...believe in that sunshine which will appear after the storm...no matter how heavy it may be
MP's tomorrow.Performing another english song...one which hasn't been rehearsed many times but somehow the confidence level is there...hope it will be good...adios...
心里有些开心，因为今天让我看到了你的微笑。
w3i scribbled this at 10:31:00 PM -
Monday, June 25, 2007
又不见了...
开学了...第一天就不是很开心了。
早上起来发现我丢失了一个挺重要的东西。应该是昨晚赶回家是不小心掉的。
心真的很烦...坏的坏了，不见的不见了...
应该伤心还是烦恼好呢？
早上起来发现我丢失了一个挺重要的东西。应该是昨晚赶回家是不小心掉的。
心真的很烦...坏的坏了，不见的不见了...
应该伤心还是烦恼好呢？
w3i scribbled this at 10:30:00 AM -
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Personality test?
Just back from work,dropped by Hui Jia's blog and tried out this online test.
http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone but yourself for your own failures.
http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone but yourself for your own failures.
w3i scribbled this at 11:01:00 PM -
Friday, June 22, 2007
哇!!!
好像真的要变成酒鬼了。
又想在放工后去买Barcadi Breezer来喝。
结果因为妈妈再等我，所以不能去买了...
可能会写一首《酒鬼》...蛮不错的构思吧？
又想在放工后去买Barcadi Breezer来喝。
结果因为妈妈再等我，所以不能去买了...
可能会写一首《酒鬼》...蛮不错的构思吧？
w3i scribbled this at 11:25:00 PM -
酒鬼
觉得自己慢慢要变成一个酒鬼了
放工后马上到Cheers买了一瓶Barcadi Breezer来喝
老实说，蛮不错的。
喝着喝着，觉得其实那天并不是那么不开心的。
至少那天是有笑容的...
放工后马上到Cheers买了一瓶Barcadi Breezer来喝
老实说，蛮不错的。
喝着喝着，觉得其实那天并不是那么不开心的。
至少那天是有笑容的...
w3i scribbled this at 10:10:00 AM -
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
断了的...
是真的 我们最大的敌人是自己
虽让不想承认 但我发现
我的确是有两个人格的
表面人格是大家每天都能看到的
会快乐 会生气 会伤心 的那个
我相信是因为有那几个好朋友
所以才能存在 常快乐的表面人格
另一个则是那个对这个世界
只有 愤怒 怨恨 之心
藏在心底深处 孤傲的人格
那个我即讨厌 但依赖的人格
常常都需要在这两个人格的界线徘徊
常常都是很模糊的
老实说 今天的我
一点都不快乐
想送你的 已经有了
你送我的 已经断了
这是否是个预兆？
难道一切就快结束？
感觉自己越来越懦弱...
渐渐产生不知名的依赖...
虽让不想承认 但我发现
我的确是有两个人格的
表面人格是大家每天都能看到的
会快乐 会生气 会伤心 的那个
我相信是因为有那几个好朋友
所以才能存在 常快乐的表面人格
另一个则是那个对这个世界
只有 愤怒 怨恨 之心
藏在心底深处 孤傲的人格
那个我即讨厌 但依赖的人格
常常都需要在这两个人格的界线徘徊
常常都是很模糊的
老实说 今天的我
一点都不快乐
想送你的 已经有了
你送我的 已经断了
这是否是个预兆？
难道一切就快结束？
感觉自己越来越懦弱...
渐渐产生不知名的依赖...
w3i scribbled this at 11:59:00 PM -
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
我讨厌
我讨厌 明白一切的感觉
我讨厌 知道来龙去脉的感觉
讨厌 厌倦 但眷恋
讨厌这个故事
讨厌这首歌曲
讨厌这个自己
让一切重来
是不切实际
天真的幻觉
我就是讨厌 这个幻想天堂
永远都到不了 的幻想天堂
我...讨...厌
我讨厌 知道来龙去脉的感觉
讨厌 厌倦 但眷恋
讨厌这个故事
讨厌这首歌曲
讨厌这个自己
让一切重来
是不切实际
天真的幻觉
我就是讨厌 这个幻想天堂
永远都到不了 的幻想天堂
我...讨...厌
w3i scribbled this at 10:41:00 PM -
Monday, June 18, 2007
Hot Sake~~~
Lolx...it's like an addiction.I am talking about hot sake.Ever since I first drank it at Suki Sushi with Fun,have been thinking of having another if I have the chance.And since my grandmother treated us to the Sakura restaurant,which is a Japanese restaurant,I was guessing that there probably would be some!BINGO~~~there was hot sake!Had two cups of it,made me feel warmer inside since the restaurant was rather cold.
Ate quite a lot and rather full now.Maybe I don't have to eat breakfast tomorrow morning!LOLX
Looking forward to Wednesday since there is SCC!But before that,it will be a day of work tomorrow.Just praying that it will be super slack.
That's all for now...think I will end this entry with a photo of the Voodoo Mini...for the sake of Mandy since he wants to know what it is...adios~~~
Ate quite a lot and rather full now.Maybe I don't have to eat breakfast tomorrow morning!LOLX
Looking forward to Wednesday since there is SCC!But before that,it will be a day of work tomorrow.Just praying that it will be super slack.
That's all for now...think I will end this entry with a photo of the Voodoo Mini...for the sake of Mandy since he wants to know what it is...adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 11:02:00 PM -
Finally...
At the clubhouse now.Finally uploaded all the photos on the online album.It always works in school.No idea why...well,go to the page where I put my links if you want to take a look.
Tempers seem to be flaring in the clubhouse...blog later...
Tempers seem to be flaring in the clubhouse...blog later...
w3i scribbled this at 1:36:00 PM -
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Another one leaves...
Been working for the past two days...one word:MADNESS.
It's been a very busy weekend.Maybe because of Father's Day Celebration today.In fact it's been rather frustrating.
To make things worse,today is Pauline's last day of work.And to tell the truth,without her working anymore,life could be much tougher...not go in depth into the reasons but to put it short,it's like losing an arm...
Anyways...it will be horrible...
Very tired now...blog tomorrow if I even have anything to blog about...adios~~~
I WANT TO WRITE ANOTHER SONG!!!
It's been a very busy weekend.Maybe because of Father's Day Celebration today.In fact it's been rather frustrating.
To make things worse,today is Pauline's last day of work.And to tell the truth,without her working anymore,life could be much tougher...not go in depth into the reasons but to put it short,it's like losing an arm...
Anyways...it will be horrible...
Very tired now...blog tomorrow if I even have anything to blog about...adios~~~
I WANT TO WRITE ANOTHER SONG!!!
w3i scribbled this at 11:11:00 PM -
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Photos~~~
The Girls - Wan Ting,Yun Yean,Xing Hu,Ivy,Qiu Yun,Xiao Ling
Everyone's wearing Ponchos(Jayson and Edmund went to 'scout' the road)
Bye Steve!Bye Jayson!
Group Photo~~~
Well here are some photos...still trying to upload all of them to my online album but seems like I am having a lot of trouble!!!Hopefully I can finish uploading them by Monday and I will put up the link.
Ivy and the rest are going to celebrate Zi Qin's birthday today...but I got to work.Having that 'SIAN' feeling now...well,blog when I am back from work!Adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 9:51:00 AM -
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Thanks Everyone!
Yesterday was my 18th.Kind of thought it would be another ordinary birthday with the exception of going to the zoo with the SCC peeps.Well,ok...expected a few surprises from them...but must say they are really thoughtful.I am glad to say that I had a memorable and great 18th birthday!Like they say,it's not everyday you become 18,the most important year of our lifes!(?...haha)
The zoo trip was great!Jayson decided to go afterall(yipee~~).Was thinking that I would be the only guy going.In the end,Steve and Edmund also turned up!So that makes 4 guys and 6 girls!
Qiu Yun,Xing Hu,Ivy,Wan Ting,Yun Yean,Xiao Ling,Edmund,Steve,Jayson and me.
And with Edmund going,all of us got to pay less!Since he has free admission passes for eight.So each of us just needed to pay 3 dollars...haha
My first present came from Yun Yean,Wan Ting and Xing Hu.They bought me a cap...haha...like it alot!They made it look like I left something at the bus seat when we reached the zoo...lolx...Thanks~~~
Back to zoo trip.We were kind of unlucky since it was raining when we first entered.We bought some ponchos which soon became useless as the sun decided to shine again...lolx...fooling around with us...haha
Walked a lot,took a lot of photos and had lots of fun!!!
We left at about 6 and headed to Lot 1 where we had dinner at Suki Sushi.Ivy got Fun to buy a cake and they sang birthday song for me...was quite touched and afraid...since I didn't know whether I was going to get smashed by cake or not...haha...phobia even though it's been so many years since there was a cake for my birthday...haha...Thanks Fun!!!(and all of you for paying for the cake!)
Ivy gave me a pen which was in a cigar design...very cute and interesting.Thanks~~~
After the cake,Qiu Yun also passed me a present.A Voodoo Mini...haha...always wanted one...Thanks~~~
Thanks for all those who sent me sms-es to wish me happy birthday and not forgetting those who wished me happy birthday on the SCC forum!!!haha
Oh...seems like I missed out somebody...hmmm...okok
THANKS HUI JIA~~~
Lolx...dedicated an entry to me on her blog.Really honoured...haha
Well...it's now 14th June...so life as an 18 year old kid(?) has started...haha...makes me 18 years and 1 day old!!!Maybe I should go buy 4D?haha...nah...update with some photos of yesterday later...once my camera battery is charged up...haha
Once again,thanks all for remembered and celebrated my birthday with me yesterday!THANKS~~~
The zoo trip was great!Jayson decided to go afterall(yipee~~).Was thinking that I would be the only guy going.In the end,Steve and Edmund also turned up!So that makes 4 guys and 6 girls!
Qiu Yun,Xing Hu,Ivy,Wan Ting,Yun Yean,Xiao Ling,Edmund,Steve,Jayson and me.
And with Edmund going,all of us got to pay less!Since he has free admission passes for eight.So each of us just needed to pay 3 dollars...haha
My first present came from Yun Yean,Wan Ting and Xing Hu.They bought me a cap...haha...like it alot!They made it look like I left something at the bus seat when we reached the zoo...lolx...Thanks~~~
Back to zoo trip.We were kind of unlucky since it was raining when we first entered.We bought some ponchos which soon became useless as the sun decided to shine again...lolx...fooling around with us...haha
Walked a lot,took a lot of photos and had lots of fun!!!
We left at about 6 and headed to Lot 1 where we had dinner at Suki Sushi.Ivy got Fun to buy a cake and they sang birthday song for me...was quite touched and afraid...since I didn't know whether I was going to get smashed by cake or not...haha...phobia even though it's been so many years since there was a cake for my birthday...haha...Thanks Fun!!!(and all of you for paying for the cake!)
Ivy gave me a pen which was in a cigar design...very cute and interesting.Thanks~~~
After the cake,Qiu Yun also passed me a present.A Voodoo Mini...haha...always wanted one...Thanks~~~
Thanks for all those who sent me sms-es to wish me happy birthday and not forgetting those who wished me happy birthday on the SCC forum!!!haha
Oh...seems like I missed out somebody...hmmm...okok
THANKS HUI JIA~~~
Lolx...dedicated an entry to me on her blog.Really honoured...haha
Well...it's now 14th June...so life as an 18 year old kid(?) has started...haha...makes me 18 years and 1 day old!!!Maybe I should go buy 4D?haha...nah...update with some photos of yesterday later...once my camera battery is charged up...haha
Once again,thanks all for remembered and celebrated my birthday with me yesterday!THANKS~~~
w3i scribbled this at 11:14:00 AM -
Monday, June 11, 2007
Another nice yet emo song
I am refering to the song on the Welcome page of my blog.
F.I.R's 阿沁's 其实还爱你.It was sang during the K-Box session yesterday.Found it quite nice so decided to go download it...guess I just have a liking for emo songs...this song is actually good to film some sort of movie...something like a music video...but more like a longer one...the song can come in once or twice in those important and meaningful parts...haha...don't really know how to explain it...but just have that 'feel'.
Well...seems like there will be no weekday working for me this holidays.Apparently,I (really) wasn't scheduled for work...I don't even know whether I should be happy or disappointed...
But that doesn't mean I will have extra free time for myself.Would still have to be down at the market helping out at my grandmother's stall...once again,don't know whether I should be happy or sad...lolx...somehow,I have spent much of life,without a life of my own...the only thing to look forward to is Wednesday's zoo trip.
At least there's one thing to be happy about...Jayson told me that I am in the SCC Camp Committee.Will be assisting Qiang for logistics.Actually,come to think of it,Qiang seems to have mentioned this before...lolx...
I think I will end this entry here...another long entry...adio~~~
有时真的不知道应不应该唱下去。
特别是那些故事很丰富的歌。
越唱越伤心，但却无法停止。
就算发现眼泪流下，也无法停止。
不管是歌声或是眼泪，都无法停止。
因为能渐渐感觉到自己还是活着的。
每天还活着，其实还爱你。
非常爱你。
F.I.R's 阿沁's 其实还爱你.It was sang during the K-Box session yesterday.Found it quite nice so decided to go download it...guess I just have a liking for emo songs...this song is actually good to film some sort of movie...something like a music video...but more like a longer one...the song can come in once or twice in those important and meaningful parts...haha...don't really know how to explain it...but just have that 'feel'.
Well...seems like there will be no weekday working for me this holidays.Apparently,I (really) wasn't scheduled for work...I don't even know whether I should be happy or disappointed...
But that doesn't mean I will have extra free time for myself.Would still have to be down at the market helping out at my grandmother's stall...once again,don't know whether I should be happy or sad...lolx...somehow,I have spent much of life,without a life of my own...the only thing to look forward to is Wednesday's zoo trip.
At least there's one thing to be happy about...Jayson told me that I am in the SCC Camp Committee.Will be assisting Qiang for logistics.Actually,come to think of it,Qiang seems to have mentioned this before...lolx...
I think I will end this entry here...another long entry...adio~~~
有时真的不知道应不应该唱下去。
特别是那些故事很丰富的歌。
越唱越伤心，但却无法停止。
就算发现眼泪流下，也无法停止。
不管是歌声或是眼泪，都无法停止。
因为能渐渐感觉到自己还是活着的。
每天还活着，其实还爱你。
非常爱你。
w3i scribbled this at 10:54:00 PM -
Having fun can be tiring...
Yesterday was fun...but I am just super tired now!Lolx...didn't know it could be so tiring like work...in fact,it feels worse...feels like I have been in a car wreck or something...lolx
Steve was late as usual yesterday...we got one of the bigger rooms(I think).It actually had a projector screen.It's the first time I have been to K-Box and got a room which has a projector screen...lolx
Everyone of us had fun...singing,shouting,screaming...lolx...which made it quite worrying after K cause Steve has a performance later in the evening...lolx...wierd!
We actually went shopping after K.Johnny and Steve bought some magnectic(?) ear rings...didn't buy anything even though I had the money...lolx...for some reason,whenever I go there,I have the money but I fail to buy anything...no idea why...and I think I saw what I wanted to buy...but yet I didn't buy...lolx...
Then we rushed to East Coast Park to watch Steve's performance.After that,sat at the Macdonald there.Steve treated us each to an Ice Cream Cone each...thanks Steve...haha
Luckily,Steve's performance went quite well...thank god...after all that screaming at K-box...lolx
Took 196 to Clementi and transfered to 105 back home.It was quite a long ride...kept falling asleep throughout the ride...*yawn*...still feeling sleepy now...
That's all for this entry...haha...currently in school.Waiting for Maxwell and Mandy to come since they will be coming for lunch.And helping Ivy to plan for the zoo trip...mainly how to get there...and trying to 'drag' Jayson and Qiang to go too...lolx...adios~~~
Replies to tags:
shirley
- lao ma!!!haha
mandy
- but I got to work...darn...unless the manager decides to not let me work so many days...haha
fun
- still didn't buy anything though...sob...
Steve was late as usual yesterday...we got one of the bigger rooms(I think).It actually had a projector screen.It's the first time I have been to K-Box and got a room which has a projector screen...lolx
Everyone of us had fun...singing,shouting,screaming...lolx...which made it quite worrying after K cause Steve has a performance later in the evening...lolx...wierd!
We actually went shopping after K.Johnny and Steve bought some magnectic(?) ear rings...didn't buy anything even though I had the money...lolx...for some reason,whenever I go there,I have the money but I fail to buy anything...no idea why...and I think I saw what I wanted to buy...but yet I didn't buy...lolx...
Then we rushed to East Coast Park to watch Steve's performance.After that,sat at the Macdonald there.Steve treated us each to an Ice Cream Cone each...thanks Steve...haha
Luckily,Steve's performance went quite well...thank god...after all that screaming at K-box...lolx
Took 196 to Clementi and transfered to 105 back home.It was quite a long ride...kept falling asleep throughout the ride...*yawn*...still feeling sleepy now...
That's all for this entry...haha...currently in school.Waiting for Maxwell and Mandy to come since they will be coming for lunch.And helping Ivy to plan for the zoo trip...mainly how to get there...and trying to 'drag' Jayson and Qiang to go too...lolx...adios~~~
Replies to tags:
shirley
- lao ma!!!haha
mandy
- but I got to work...darn...unless the manager decides to not let me work so many days...haha
fun
- still didn't buy anything though...sob...
w3i scribbled this at 11:01:00 AM -
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Awaiting Sunday
Yeah...finally the end of another Saturday of working!It is of much more significance since it's also the last day of this weekend of work since I am going out tomorrow!Finally can spend a Sunday enjoying myself and not work like some crazy fellow!
It's been a rather wierd working day.It was so peaceful and quiet in the early afternoon.And during 4pm to 5pm,there wasn't even a single customer...shiok!
But in the evening,the horror began...customers started to pour in and we pratically had to run around everywhere!!!My legs are aching now from all the running...lolx...
But I am glad that today is a rather good day!Just started work and Annie gave me $50 as they had struck lottery last week and I was actually one of them who drew a number for them to buy.Even though I didn't have a share,they still decided to give me some of the money(the $50!).Didn't want to take it...but they were practically forcing me to take...lolx...so I accepted it...made my day!Not intending to tell my mum about the money...since I have that little extra.Maybe I can go buy some accessories which I have been thinking about buying...especially that most important one...but I must find that exact same one first...wish me luck as I go on a hunt for it tomorrow!
That's all for this entry...got to get back to wasting my PSP battery power so that I can charge it full for tomorrow!Adios~~~
It's been a rather wierd working day.It was so peaceful and quiet in the early afternoon.And during 4pm to 5pm,there wasn't even a single customer...shiok!
But in the evening,the horror began...customers started to pour in and we pratically had to run around everywhere!!!My legs are aching now from all the running...lolx...
But I am glad that today is a rather good day!Just started work and Annie gave me $50 as they had struck lottery last week and I was actually one of them who drew a number for them to buy.Even though I didn't have a share,they still decided to give me some of the money(the $50!).Didn't want to take it...but they were practically forcing me to take...lolx...so I accepted it...made my day!Not intending to tell my mum about the money...since I have that little extra.Maybe I can go buy some accessories which I have been thinking about buying...especially that most important one...but I must find that exact same one first...wish me luck as I go on a hunt for it tomorrow!
That's all for this entry...got to get back to wasting my PSP battery power so that I can charge it full for tomorrow!Adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 10:36:00 PM -
Blog before work...lolx
Was thinking of typing this entry in chinese...lolx...but to cut down on the suffering of my fingers,I think I will just type in english...haha
Well,Saturday and that means it's going to a day of work for me.Working at 11am today so I thought since I still have some time,might as well blog.
Been practising my guitar...intensive practising.Thus,my fingers are hurting.The sking feels very rough...in fact,it's kind of peeling!I seriously think I might be doing this wrongly...got to ask Maxwell one day if his fingers hurt when he started...haha
Been seeing a few of my friend's blog entries...seems like everyone's having some sort of problems in their life...
Well,life isn't just going to be a smooth ride throughout...but sometimes I wonder...I used to believe that the phrase 'The world isn't fair to you' is the most untrue thing...I believed that 'The world is fair to you.You just haven't been fair to yourself'
Yet,it seems like some people are made fun of more than others.
你们如果已经决定两人这样比较好，就请不要再自寻烦恼了。
既让都已经放下了，就往前走，不要再回头看过去了。
过去的就让它过去，你们还有现在和未来。
不做情人，朋友也不错。
因为最初就是从朋友开始的。
那时不是很好吗？
*ouch*...fingers hurt.Hope my friends who see this understand what I am trying to tell them...or I would have 'sacrificed' my fingers for nothing!
So that's al...adios~~~
Well,Saturday and that means it's going to a day of work for me.Working at 11am today so I thought since I still have some time,might as well blog.
Been practising my guitar...intensive practising.Thus,my fingers are hurting.The sking feels very rough...in fact,it's kind of peeling!I seriously think I might be doing this wrongly...got to ask Maxwell one day if his fingers hurt when he started...haha
Been seeing a few of my friend's blog entries...seems like everyone's having some sort of problems in their life...
Well,life isn't just going to be a smooth ride throughout...but sometimes I wonder...I used to believe that the phrase 'The world isn't fair to you' is the most untrue thing...I believed that 'The world is fair to you.You just haven't been fair to yourself'
Yet,it seems like some people are made fun of more than others.
你们如果已经决定两人这样比较好，就请不要再自寻烦恼了。
既让都已经放下了，就往前走，不要再回头看过去了。
过去的就让它过去，你们还有现在和未来。
不做情人，朋友也不错。
因为最初就是从朋友开始的。
那时不是很好吗？
*ouch*...fingers hurt.Hope my friends who see this understand what I am trying to tell them...or I would have 'sacrificed' my fingers for nothing!
So that's al...adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 9:29:00 AM -
Friday, June 08, 2007
Dinner...come quickly...
Currently waiting patiently for my dinner...lolx...everyone's late in coming home today so the rice is taking some time to get cooked...yawn~~~
Another day spent in the clubhouse...haha...had Maxwell teach me some stuff about guitar playing.Hopefully I will improve or something...lolx
Hmmm...seems like I have nothing to blog today...it's been a rather boring day after all...haha...adios for now!
Another day spent in the clubhouse...haha...had Maxwell teach me some stuff about guitar playing.Hopefully I will improve or something...lolx
Hmmm...seems like I have nothing to blog today...it's been a rather boring day after all...haha...adios for now!
w3i scribbled this at 8:36:00 PM -
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Soon 18...
Well...time really flies.Soon to be 18...the legal age for a lot of things...lolx
In fact,I am actually already 5 days away...already in that last week of being 17!Have been spending it in quite a boring fashion though...spent another day in school rotting away in the clubhouse with Qiang.Actually we were watching Bleach lah...haha...Zi Qin came,watched with us and laughed,laughed and laughed(wierd girl...haha).Then Wan Ting came.Maxwell and Mandy came.Then Hui Jia came.The clubhouse just never seems to lack of people!
Gonna be in school tomorrow also...lolx...it's getting to be a habit...wierd...
And not forgetting,if you haven't noticed...the rank 1st for the test has changed!
lolx...now Fun knows me best!haha...no reason for Edmund to say some stuff...lolx...if you think you can beat Fun...go take the test!lolx
I am glad to say that I am now in an okay mood...I find myself happy now...maybe cause I have gotten used to the feeling and in love with it...lolx...what the heck am I saying...lolx...never mind...
Ending this entry here...adios~~~
In fact,I am actually already 5 days away...already in that last week of being 17!Have been spending it in quite a boring fashion though...spent another day in school rotting away in the clubhouse with Qiang.Actually we were watching Bleach lah...haha...Zi Qin came,watched with us and laughed,laughed and laughed(wierd girl...haha).Then Wan Ting came.Maxwell and Mandy came.Then Hui Jia came.The clubhouse just never seems to lack of people!
Gonna be in school tomorrow also...lolx...it's getting to be a habit...wierd...
And not forgetting,if you haven't noticed...the rank 1st for the test has changed!
lolx...now Fun knows me best!haha...no reason for Edmund to say some stuff...lolx...if you think you can beat Fun...go take the test!lolx
I am glad to say that I am now in an okay mood...I find myself happy now...maybe cause I have gotten used to the feeling and in love with it...lolx...what the heck am I saying...lolx...never mind...
Ending this entry here...adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 7:33:00 PM -
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
New Vista Theme
Haha...just happened Hui Jia asked me whether I could pass her the Vista theme file.But I forgot which file it is,so I looked for the website and gave it to her instead.And saw this new improved theme which was created...haha...downloaded it.Now I got a new dock and new icons for my files.Looks quite cool...haha
Spent the day rotting away in the clubhouse with Xiao Qiang.Ok...maybe I was the only one rotting since Xiao Qiang was studying for his next test paper.We bought lunch up to the clubhouse to eat.Soon after,Jessica came.Then Mandy came.Jammed for a bit.Then Hui Yi came.Next Steve came.Then Hui Ting came.After that,Qiang,Jessica,Hui Yi and me left...that was pretty much all.
Planning to rot in school again tomorrow...so that's all for today.Somehow looking forward for the end of this week.Maybe I will get to see people I haven't seen for a long time...lolx...just a strange feeling...adios for now!
Spent the day rotting away in the clubhouse with Xiao Qiang.Ok...maybe I was the only one rotting since Xiao Qiang was studying for his next test paper.We bought lunch up to the clubhouse to eat.Soon after,Jessica came.Then Mandy came.Jammed for a bit.Then Hui Yi came.Next Steve came.Then Hui Ting came.After that,Qiang,Jessica,Hui Yi and me left...that was pretty much all.
Planning to rot in school again tomorrow...so that's all for today.Somehow looking forward for the end of this week.Maybe I will get to see people I haven't seen for a long time...lolx...just a strange feeling...adios for now!
w3i scribbled this at 10:46:00 PM -
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Haywire?
My internet connection seems to be a little screwed...for some reason,it started off very slow and with a lot of problems...at least it seems to be okay for now...thank god!
Spent the day in school today.Sat at the atrium by myself from 8am till about 1pm when Hui Jia came by and sat down.Then,Jun De came,as Hui Jia was waiting for him.After they left for their test,Wei Siong came and I helped him out a bit for his secondary school BBQ plans.Overall,it was a super slack day...
For some reasons,I feel happier than last week since yesterday.Maybe it's because I got to chat online with someone whom I haven't been chatting with for weeks.I felt as if we haven't chat with each other for a very long time.In fact,I didn't even really dare to start the conversation.Was just opening and closing the window...lolx...but I am glad I did...haha!
Well,that's all for today...will continue to rot in school tomorrow...lolx...adios~~~
Spent the day in school today.Sat at the atrium by myself from 8am till about 1pm when Hui Jia came by and sat down.Then,Jun De came,as Hui Jia was waiting for him.After they left for their test,Wei Siong came and I helped him out a bit for his secondary school BBQ plans.Overall,it was a super slack day...
For some reasons,I feel happier than last week since yesterday.Maybe it's because I got to chat online with someone whom I haven't been chatting with for weeks.I felt as if we haven't chat with each other for a very long time.In fact,I didn't even really dare to start the conversation.Was just opening and closing the window...lolx...but I am glad I did...haha!
Well,that's all for today...will continue to rot in school tomorrow...lolx...adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 9:02:00 PM -
Monday, June 04, 2007
Need for Speed
Addiction to PSP or boredom?
No definite answer to this question for now.Been either playing Need for Speed Most Wanted or Smackdown! vs. Raw 2007.Get to race against Jarrell once or twice nowadays since he also has Need for Speed.In fact,he kind of got me interested into playing that game again...used to be to lazy to complete the career mode stage by stage...but I am actually taking time now to do that...and it's cool...with all the new cars and modifications you can get...haha
Well,today was boring...haha...the SCM game was a headache.Went to clubhouse and Hui Jia was there...didn't look very well though.
Bought lunch up...and spent the rest of the day there...lolx...
Yawn...I am bored...probably get back to PSP or something...adios~~~
No definite answer to this question for now.Been either playing Need for Speed Most Wanted or Smackdown! vs. Raw 2007.Get to race against Jarrell once or twice nowadays since he also has Need for Speed.In fact,he kind of got me interested into playing that game again...used to be to lazy to complete the career mode stage by stage...but I am actually taking time now to do that...and it's cool...with all the new cars and modifications you can get...haha
Well,today was boring...haha...the SCM game was a headache.Went to clubhouse and Hui Jia was there...didn't look very well though.
Bought lunch up...and spent the rest of the day there...lolx...
Yawn...I am bored...probably get back to PSP or something...adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 10:28:00 PM -
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Sunday - Work also...
Aching legs...another crazy day...customers were okay today except for the first group of customers.Thank god I didn't have to serve them...felt sorry for colleagues who had to served them though.
Mr Joel Chia,my secondary school teacher came to eat at night.He's actually a regular customer of Baystreet.He used to come by and eat in the past.And he actually remembers that I was his student...lolx...scary but happy to know that...haha
Nothing much left to blog about...by the way,joining the craze...have a friend test right under my tagboard...go see how well you know me...lolx...adios~~~
Mr Joel Chia,my secondary school teacher came to eat at night.He's actually a regular customer of Baystreet.He used to come by and eat in the past.And he actually remembers that I was his student...lolx...scary but happy to know that...haha
Nothing much left to blog about...by the way,joining the craze...have a friend test right under my tagboard...go see how well you know me...lolx...adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 11:33:00 PM -
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Saturday - Work!
Yep...another day of work.Legs are aching...been another busy day...got fed up with two customers today.Sometimes,it's frustrating how some customers take for granted when we provide them with good service...they seem to take it as if they are always right.There are still loads of very good and nice customers around...just those few who are ignorant and arrogant...they really should put themselves in our shoes,it's not easy...trust me!
Nothing much happened after...just very busy...guess I never have anything to blog about on weekends...so goodbye for now...
Nothing much happened after...just very busy...guess I never have anything to blog about on weekends...so goodbye for now...
w3i scribbled this at 10:52:00 PM -
Friday, June 01, 2007
Rest...really need it
Finally,the tests are gone...maybe some time to rest.Still have to work though...probably going to tell them that I can't work the next Sunday since I want to take a day off that day and go enjoy...K-Box suggested by Steve.It's been so long since I went K-Box...hopefully,I spend the whole day out enjoying myself.
So...last two test papers gone.Hopefully I will be able to pass...it's quite worrying.Especially since I didn't really prepare for them...regret...
Went to clubhouse after the paper to pass Hui Jia some stuff that she wanted me to print for her.Edmund was there...Maxwell came soon after...and the next time I knew...JAMMING TIME...absolutely love it...I have forgotten how many times I have been jamming in the clubhouse with other people.Most of the time I only sing...when will my guitar playing skills be good enough so that I can seriously be jamming?!
Had dinner at school after that...then reached home at about 7pm plus(?)...bathe...and I have been rotting in front of my laptop ever since...
Nothing much left to blog...so just end it here...adios~~~
So...last two test papers gone.Hopefully I will be able to pass...it's quite worrying.Especially since I didn't really prepare for them...regret...
Went to clubhouse after the paper to pass Hui Jia some stuff that she wanted me to print for her.Edmund was there...Maxwell came soon after...and the next time I knew...JAMMING TIME...absolutely love it...I have forgotten how many times I have been jamming in the clubhouse with other people.Most of the time I only sing...when will my guitar playing skills be good enough so that I can seriously be jamming?!
Had dinner at school after that...then reached home at about 7pm plus(?)...bathe...and I have been rotting in front of my laptop ever since...
Nothing much left to blog...so just end it here...adios~~~
w3i scribbled this at 9:50:00 PM -